Unhidden insecurites

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" You were looking at her! " Slamming her hand on the silver dresser Milan's husband Leo sighed rubbing his hands down his face, "you were staring and gauging " her voice cracked feeling a tear slip down her face. Quickly wiping it away.

" Milan, I've told you this over and over again! I'm not going anywhere I don't know why you insist making these assumptions in your head" Leo's voice boomed through the room shaking her up. "Why were you looking?" Asking softly, the two had just got back from a banquet. Leo was in the army for seven years and they were invited to the JROTC banquet. When the times he was away Milan had become insecure about him cheating while he was stationed.

Being a plus-size woman Milan always had doubts about Leo getting tired of the extra fat and rolls that were on her body, all of his ex's were small petite women and she was the oddball.

Slipping out of her gold opened toe heels wiggling her chubby toes on the grey fluffy carpet under her, sitting down on the adamant that was in front of their bed waiting for Leo to unzip the gold sequin side slit maxi dress. Getting behind her Leo slowly pulled down the dress watching in awe seeing the strap slide oh so graciously down her shoulders.

Bending down he placed light feather kisses on her neck making Milan shiver moving her neck to the side allowing more access to her sweet spot, soft angelic moans slipped from her mouth. "I would never cheat on you, Yavanni, I don't wanna lose you" he softly spoke into her neck.

Falling out the trance Milan quickly got up, disappointed she got caught into his trap that he usually did every time they argued. " It's not gonna work this time, Leon" she spoke as the dress created a pool around her feet.

Staring in lust at his beautiful wife of four years Leo's bottom lip was gripped by his perfect white teeth, looking at her smooth cinnamon complexion smelling the scent of her Chanel perfume he gifted her on their three year anniversary. Only leaving her in a white Victoria secret set.

" Your not even listening to me! " Snapping out of his trance Leo noticed Milan was now naked and about to walk to their bathroom before turning around staring at him. "You just want me for sex! That's all you think about Leon, I'm tired of fucking every single day of the wee–" cutting her off by a kiss Milan melted into his hands as he gently pushed her into the wall. The kiss was rough but passionate just the way they liked it.

Slipping his hand around her neck Leo lightly squeezed making her gasp into the sweet kiss easily slipping his wet long tongue into her mouth, their tongues wrestled for dominance.  Leo winning the battle pulling at her bottom lip. Milan hissed at the gesture her hands roamed his chest that was covered by his dress shirt. Swiftly unbuttoning the shirt becoming weak seeing his tattooed chest, pulling away from the kiss Milan stared at a particular tattoo she had never seen before. Carefully reading it tears came to her eyes.

" When did you get this " tears fell from her eyes seeing their daughter's name placed on his heart that was right next to her name that he had got before proposing to her, Milan had gotten pregnant last year the two were having problems conceiving children. It was a huge deal for the both of them, Milan announced she was pregnant on Leo's birthday the pregnancy went on for seven months until she got into a car crash causing her to give birth early but when Kiyanne Syir Harris was supposed to be placed into a crib she was placed in a small tiny casket with her initials.

" Yesterday " lifting her head up Milan stared at her husband with nothing but love.

Wiping her tears away Leo placed a soft kiss on her forehead before placing his forehead on hers, just staring into her eyes. "I love you no matter what, Milan, I don't care if we never have kids I just wanna love you until it's my time to go" his own tears clouding his vision as he stared at his heart, his everything.

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