Can't say it but I hint it Friends know it others don't They accept me others don't In the many crowd I'm lonely thinking am I the only in this crowd of supposedly "straight" Never felt the real feeling Just some infatuation maybe Didn't get to know the boys When came to know got the brotherly feeling only Never the romantic Thought what was it Then he came took my breathe no not at first sight but after many encounters He grew up to a career went away never could i tell him Then another came gave my heart few skipped beats Ha! Come to know it was just a obsession of getting my 'the one' seeing other This year after many expertise given advise realized its not my lake full of water to measure Romantic feelings are not my crowd to take part in But still I'm attracted to the opposite just not the normal The gray ace is what I'm