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As it doesn't happen as per my wish I convinced myself Whatever happened it happen for something best.As life not went according to my plan,I convinced myself not better best days are coming Inshallah.As I didn't get what I wanted I convinced myself maybe GOD is planning something biggest for me,Maybe I deserve more than this.

As life become hell from heaven I convinced myself This is the golden opportunity.If its punishment then I deserve it,I have sinned enough,I have to endure all of this pain, struggle,every situtaions,I have to repent through all this,What a relaxing thing it will be if this is how I can wipe off my sins,Then I won't be punished hereafter.If this is a life test Then I don't just want to pass,
nomatter what are the questions are
I want to do my best.

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