RELOAD || 💀 || NA JAEMIN (Ongoing)

V.

"I can wait unless you tell me to stop. I can go all out If it's for you." He said lovingly and he placed a gentle kiss on my forehead.

I felt loved. The purest love I never thought I'd feel.

I rested my hands on his bare chest while he fixed my messy hair.

"You look pretty as heck." He chuckled.

And I blushed.

"Shit. What the fuck did we just do? That was my first kiss." I muttered as I covered my face with both hands.

I was so embarrassed of what I did. But I had no regrets.

He hugged me so dearly and caressed my back.

He was trying not to laugh so I slapped his chest.

He removed my hands that covered my face and we stared at each other for almost a minute when he broke the silence.

He asked for my hand and I held it.

We cuddled on his bed all night not even minding what consequences of such actions could be.

I hid my face on the crook of his neck as he ran his hand on my back.

I was hugging his waist and he rested his head on top of mine.

"Are you asleep?" I whispered.

"I can't sleep. I'm too happy right now that I can't sleep." He responded and I chuckled.

"I have to be home in the morning." I said as I remembered my promise to grandma.

"Why?" He asked.

I sighed and looked at him.

"My parents are here in Korea. They didn't know I went out last night." I said and he nodded.

"Oh..." He answered.

"Jaemin, let me tell you a secret." I said.

"Okay." He said.

"I don't make my own choices growing up. This is the first time I made a choice that made me happy." I said.

"You should be thankful I sneaked out for you." I added.

"You did well sneaking out. Jeno told me." He said and my eyes widen.

"I fell on to my bum. But it was fun." I giggled.

"You don't have to do that next time. I can go and talk to your parents personally." He said.

"I just told you they're really strict." I said but he just shrugged.

"Don't worry too much and try to sleep. I promise to get you home before the sun rises." He said as he held me closer to him.

"After this night. You have to pretend none of this had happened. No more kisses after tonight!" I warned.

"Sooo...I can still get kisses right now?" He smirked and tried to kiss me but I shooed his face away while giggling.

"You had too many kisses already. We're not even together yet." I said as I slapped his chest.

"Yet." He whispered and we tried to sleep for a few hours before the sun rises.

I fell asleep but Jaemin didn't.

He was staring at me while I was sleeping and continued to place kisses on my forehead and wrapped me in his blanket.

When it was around 5am, Jaemin decided to wake me up.

"Y/n, it's time to go." He whispered into my ear and I got sad.