i walked away like a dumbass, can't even remember my own lie.
i dropped amelia off and went home, showered, then slumped.
* next day *
y/n pov:
ale actually dropped me off today, surprised he didn't pick up melanie or something. i walked into my first class physics with kairi.
i felt so bad yesterday, he's such a nice guy ever since i met him. there for everyone, kind and so much more great things. i never seen him run off, afraid. he didn't answer any of my texts which kind of scared me thinking he did something to hurt himself. he was sitting there zoning out. again.
i sat by him, hoping to comfort him.
y/n: hey...
k: hi...
y/n: um. can i check on you?
k: what?
y/n: i just. i want to know if you're okay. i never seen you run off like that.
k: oh...
y/n: you know you can talk to me right
k: um yeah...
y/n: you know if the adhd thing is true. it doesn't matter to me. i still see you as my amazing best friend.
k: oh... really?
y/n: yeah what is it supposed to change
k: the fact i'm idk annoying...
y/n: but you're not. seriously. by the way i don't know if you checked your email since you didn't text back but you got on the team!
k: oh really?
i showed him the email with the list of peoples name who got on the teams. mattias name wasn't on there and i'm thinking there isn't a way to get on there now but whatever... me and him didn't even text yesterday. sorta weird but i'm sure it's nothing.
i felt bad for kai, clearly he wasn't happy about me and alejandro knowing. i just wanted him to know it doesn't change anything between us because he was probbaly thinkjng jt was a deal breaker or something when it really wasn't.
k: hey uh can we not bring this up anymore.. i don't want anyone else to find out...
y/n: of course... can i just ask one thing...
k: mhm...
y/n: how does millie know? you even seemed shocked that she knew...
k: i dont have a answer to your question
y/n: wdym?
k: i don't know how she knows i haven't told anyone but-
he froze.
k: fuck.
he mumbled
y/n: what?
k: i've told one person.
he had his face in his hands sighing
y/n: do you think they told millie
k: i mean that's my only guess but i didn't even know the two talked
y/n: aw man i'm sorry kai
k: it's fine.. i just don't wanna talk about this
y/n: yup okay.
i just gave him a smile that hopefully hinted that i'm here for him, always. he's such a nice loving guy. he doesn't deserve anything bad, honestly.
kairi pov:
once y/n brought up how millie knew and i put 2 and 2 together i figures out who told her considering i only told one person.
my ex.
stella.
me and her met freshman year, dated.
been off and on after 2 months in the relationship.
things were so bad and toxic between us.
so i'm thinking she told millie about it, i didn't even know they talked. she moved to another school last year, leaving me here. missing her more, i had to get over her. i was slowly doing it now. but now that my brain is fresh off her memory. i just know i am going to be thinking of her, all the fucking time. great.
