a/n: i got #1 for mattia before and now i have #1 for kairi wowww🤩🤩🤩 and thank you for 38k reads😘
y/n pov:
i came home from the most amazing time ever. just me and mattia. none of the boys around, no mean girls, no weird guys, and finally no mean ass alejandro. i hated the way alejandro was being lately. me and him are usually close. super close. no fighting or arguments ever. i think it's just the fact he saw me and his own friend together tempted him to act out which sucks because i am really starting to like mattia.
me and him weren't the closet at first but overtime we've had some pretty good hangouts. first the arcade with ice cream and then the movie theater. today just wasn't as awkward as the first time we hung out alone which i liked. we watched the movie, he had my arm around me & we kissed a few times. i had butterflies in my stomach.
i walked in my door and alejandro was looking at me.
a: back so early
y/n: well yeah me and melanie just met we're not super close to hangout all day
a: mm but you can hangout with my friends all day?
y/n: you know what i'm tired of your fuckimg shit what is wrong with you
a: wrong with me? you're the one kissing my fucking friend. MY friend.
y/n: god what's so wrong about it
a: are you- you're serious? when you say that?
y/n: yes. very fucking serious.
a: come on y/n you never had a bf nothing and the first person you wanna fucking like is that dude?
y/n: well that dude is very nice and sweet
a: and that dude is my fucking friend
y/n: god whatever i'm going to my room
a: yeah yeah
i left up to my room. upset & angry. i just plopped on my bed face down. just so fed up. i texted my best friend jabez i haven't talked to him in a couple weeks sadly.
*jabez and y/n chat*
y/n: hey j
j: hey best
y/n: i miss u :(
j: i miss u too
y/n: ale is being mean :(((
j: why what's wrong baby cakes
y/n: i like this boy but it's his friend and he caught us kissing and beat the shit out of him and i don't know how to feel :(
j: if the guy makes you happy keep talking to him. ale will realize soon what he's doing is wrong. wow u had your first kiss !
y/n: haha yes i did 🤩
j: but seriously just do you & be happy okay?
y/n: thanks 🥺
j: ofc. hey me and the boys miss u. jiggy, tommy & dre actually wanna see you and was wondering if we could hangout at jersey with you during winter break
y/n: id love that!!! i miss you all 💘
j: we miss u too, a lot. highschool hasn't been the same since you've left.
y/n: wdym?
j: we just need you here
y/n: i need u guys here too. trust me.
j: i'm gonna get sleep i'll ft you tomorrow to say happy birthday to alex.
y/n: okay bye j
j: bye baby cakes
kairi pov:
me and my mom got home after the doctors. i had the prescription in the pocket of my basketball shorts. i walked in my sisters room to see our cousin tanya watching TV with her. i just smiled.
t: oh you're back!
k: oh uh yeah yeah i am
t: okay well i'm gonna go i have to tutor some eight grader
k: cool cool t
she hugged me bye and left
i walked in my sisters room and sat on the chair next to her bed where she was laying.
kiara = KA
kiara is his sister, sorry if that was confusing
hey guys i'm sorry if her name was maiya before but i honestly don't remember saying that. so if i did can you guys tell me what chapter i said it in. thank you. if i did say her name was maiya i am changing her name to kiara and kai only had one sister, she's in the eight grade.
k: kiara. you know that i love you right.
KA: yes?
k: good good.
KA: why?
k: i just never want you to forget
i gave her a warm smile
KA: i love you too kai..
k: um. i just. feel bad. i feel like i haven't spent time with you lately.
KA: oh it's okay
k: are you sure? if you ever wanna hangout you know we can right
KA: yeah i know
k: so am i just annoying?
KA: omg kai no i just like to be at home
k: why?
KA: it feels safe here
k: do you not feel safe at school or in public
KA: well i don't know at school things can happen
k: like what
KA: uh bullying, school shoot-
k: uh uh uh don't say that. i'm always gonna protect you. no matter where you are. okay?
KA: okay
k: i promise.
i pinky promised her.
she smiled.
i gave her a kiss on her head and left to my room.
i grabbed the pills out my pocket and left it on my dresser. i just stared at them. i didn't know how i felt about it. the "side effects" and then someone finding my pills. i went to take a shower to get some stuff of my mind. i just wanted to forget about the thoughts, but it's like i couldn't. the thoughts were all over the place and repetitive.
