Left In Regrets ✔️

six

I was so shocked by that unsealed fact

that all I could ever do to you in order to not say something bad

Was to just walk away

I didn't know how it happens that way,

but my brain functioned for me to do so

It hasn't register completely in my mind

Did you really like me?

Or it can be some kind of a bet where you'd use me for your fame?

When it has fully registered inside my mind,

I tried to recall everything that happened earlier that morning, that time

Seriously, he decided to confess his feelings for me after ten months of bothering me?

Why didn't he tell me?

But even though he confessed the truth, I still forgot the fact he does

I ignored his feelings and tried to act as if nothing happened

You greeted me as if nothing actually happened

Your bunny smile

Your hyped personality

Your goofy dances

Everything seemed back to normal

Even my grouchy faces

My mean behavior

My urge to not beat you up but ended up pulling your ear

What my mind has retained inside my head is that I hate you a lot

But can it be possible to smile at things that your rival is doing towards you?

You have been so dorky ever since we've talked

Then all of a sudden,

a day has come wherein I have been acting calm towards you,

And I got to admit

It wasn't that bad after all

Talking to you in a normal way but you still remained hyped

And those days were my smiley days, our first happiest days together over two weeks

I wish it could last long just like that

But it didn't