Reborn in bungou stray dogs as Dazai's ability

Reborn as an ability!?

Welp.. I died By being pushed off a roof when I was up there on that hotel. I don't know who pushed me and why but oh well. I thought as I had died, but now everything is just black and I can't see at all.

Then it was bright light everywhere, I closed my eyes because the light overwhelmed me for a second there before I opened then again. I looked around before down. I noticed a baby being held lovingly, "dazai osamu will be his name." I let my eyes widen out of shock. Oh shoot, did I end up in bungou stray dogs!? I thought, I looked around before glancing at myself.

I noticed I was transparent, hmm.. maybe a ghost? Some sort of guardian perhaps? I thought. I decided against touching anything for now. I watched as the woman who gave dazai birth slowly pass away from complications with child birth. The doctors were unable to help save her.

Gah, this is sad, I thought.

So dazai's mom passed in child birth.. but will this be the same as the actually anime? I thought. Maybe, but Since I'm here, it probably changed quite a bit in this life already by me being here. Dazai was handed over to a male who I think is his dad. The dad didn't look like he cared that his 'wife' just died from complications with birth. I wonder if he just used her to have a kid for an heir or something, I thought.

Hmm.. well if he attempts to even try to use dazai.. I'll see what I can do to protect dazai. But I don't know what I can do as some sort of ghost... hmm.. I wonder if I pick dazai up? I thought as I followed them.

When he puts dazai down in a crib, I went over to see if I could touch him. When I did, everything went dark, then I looked around, what? I could see dazai's ability right there, like I know what they look like because of dead apple dazai. But why am I here? I thought as I got curious enough to touch dazai's ability.

When I did that, this body of my disappeared. Ah am I dying because I touched dazai's ability? I thought, but it turns out no, I wasn't dying again. Because the next thing I know, I'm right there where dazai's ability was.

Wait a minute... don't tell me I was reborn as dazai's ability!? How did that happen? I thought it was usually people reborn as other people or animals! Not abilities! Gah this is going to weird for me for a while. I thought.

I glanced around and started wondering what I could do as an ability. I started moving around enough and eventually I was finally about to see the outside world, I looked at dazai. Ah he is so adorable as a baby! I thought and went to pick him up without a thought.

Then I froze with dazai in my arms, wait I can now pick dazai up!? Ah that is so cool! That means I can protect him now.

That also means I can help out when he decides to be a suicidal manic! That means he won't be allowed to die on my watch!

Ha watch out future dazai, I'm going to protect you from what I deem a threat, even if it means I have to protect you from you and unknown to me, someone in the future froze with a hint of surprise on his face that only lasted a brief second before he went back to going on about suicide.

Back to me adoring baby dazai. "Ah yes your cute! Yes you are dazai!" I said happily holding him. Baby dazai cooed at me, I held back a squeal, ah he's so adorable! I don't know what happened in all the episodes because I liked watching them randomly sometimes but I did finish season 1, and parts of season 2 and 3.

So I do know what to expect during that time but right now? It's going to be different. I thought as I held dazai gently. I froze when that man walked in, well shoot. I thought as he tensed up from surprise at seeing his son in the air. Welp.. I messed up big time.. I thought as he moved closer and started to feel around the place where dazai was at.