Dear mum and dad,
I love you so dear,
But I can't live my life,
In constant dread an fear,
I wish I could explain,
The thoughts in my mind,
The feeling in my heart,
The pain behind my eyes,
There is one thing,
That you must understand,
I was broken inside,
There is no reason why,
There was nothing you could do,
Nothing you could change,
I hated myself,
I hated the rage,
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