The Bro Code ✔️ Zarry

Code 11 🖋 I Would

Zayn followed him up and wrapped his arms around Harry who was carrying baby Zyril and feeding her.

"One thing that makes me love you more is that you are the mother of my kids." He kissed the nape of his neck then Zyril's forehead softly.

"I'll be waiting in our room."

Harry sighed but he feels warmth with Zayn and that's something he didn't felt before.

"Your papa makes me crazy." He mumbled on sleeping Zyril and placed her on her cradle, peacefully asleep.

He silently walks in their room, Zayn was already laying down, he went on the other side of the bed and turning his back on him. Not knowing what he should say after everything Zayn said to him.

"Harry?" He heard Zayn called and he hummed in response.

"I am serious about what I said earlier," Zayn said, looking at his back.

"I want to make this work between us. I don't only want to be a father for our kids."

Harry's breath became slow. Waiting for Zayn to finish his sentence.

"I want to be the one for you, and I would do everything and anything just to win your heart."

•••

Harry was never the one who really quiet down and to be ashamed of something. He isn't the one who would just sit there and not talk.

He was always the one to put the mood in a place where everyone was trying to kill each other or murder some. He was there when a parent argued with their preschool teacher and told them that fighting in front of children is bad.

He was always the representative of the class in every special gathering to do the speech. It was his specialty.

To talk.

To tell people what's on his mind and opinion on a specific thing, even without someone asking.

To talk his heart out and show people that he really listens to them or that he's trying to understand the situation they're in.

To talk back if he heard irrational things and to point out someone's wrong or fault. To discuss attitudes and personalities he believed that needed to be talked.

But right now was a total change. Harry couldn't talk. He can talk, but he couldn't. He always has the way to figure things, to understand, to process it in his mind.

But he couldn't. Because he doesn't understand himself. He doesn't know what to feel. No- he knows when he is nervous, he knows when he is fucked up.

He knows he gets nervous every time Zayn is leaning closer to him showing some affection, and he knows he fucked up every time he's backing away.

He knows it, he just doesn't understand.

If Zayn only pursued being a father, and not showing him affections like this, it would be a lot easier for Harry. He wouldn't need to deal with feelings and emotions.

At first, he thought that they'll just be civil and just act like fathers, that Zayn would only want to be a part of their children's lives.

But as time flies, they go deeper and deeper, and the feelings are getting harder to get rid of.

He wants to tell Zayn to back off, that this thing between them is just because they have kids. Only responsibility.

But he knows he'll just fool himself he says he doesn't like the idea of him and Zayn together. That they could somehow be a happy family.