Flash lights
Clapping
and excited people
here I'm standing on the stage remembering every single accident of my past and the reason why I'm here today.
I cleared my throat and started.
"I miss my old friend
I miss the days we used to spend
we were really close
I thought our friendship will have no end
days and years went by
and here we are saying goodbye
I really hope she can see my pain
that is cleary showed in my eye
I miss her and all people know
do I hate her of course no
I just want her back , and if she came
I will never let her go"
as I finished I felt tears rolling down on my cheecks as I remembered her. A tall pretty lady with beautiful heart and face too. she was my one and only best friend and today was the day she passed away 5 years ago. she was 21 and I was only 15. Age was not a burden in our friendship.
you will be wondering who am I.
~well~
My name is Y/N, I'm 20 years old, I write peoms since 1 year after I get out from the hospital.
Yes! after my best friend passed away I was a psycho and my parents didn't care too much so they just put me there and didn't check if I was alive or no.
As I was thinking about her, I felt someone beside me.
??: "Y/Nieeee, you were amazing...but why you crying :'( "
??: "heyyyy... cheer up, maybe she's in a better place."
??: " come on let's go and have something to eat, I will bring you chocolate ice cream I know you like it."
??: "Jungkook, Jimin and V I swear I'm gonna kill the 3 of you."
I started laughing after I heard my protective boyfriend saying that for the maknies
Jk: "Hyung, we are just trying to cheer her."
Jimin:" yes hyung, Jungkook is right."
V: " Hyung, she is our friend of course we will never hurt her."
He approached me and hugged me tightly.
Y/N:" Yoongi, just calm down, you know they are my friends and they are not the reason why I'm crying."
Yoongi:" fine...now lets go you are tired."
Ohh, I forget to mention I have a boyfriend, his name is Yoongi, he's a doctor and the one who treated me to be who am I today. sometimes he is overprotective but still I love him. the 3 others are his friend and mine too they are sweet and always there for me. I also met them there at the hospital.
Flash back~
Blood, broken glass and people surronding the scene, I opened my eyes to see my best friend and I in a car accident. Everything is hurting, I can't move nor see properly. Then I faint.
When I woke up, I was in a room that is not mine, and only my mom beside me. I tried to ask what happened but slowly I started to remember.
Y/N:" Aya unnie, you know you're the best."
Aya:" it's cold and I will not bring you Ice cream you will be sick."
Y/N:" unniee... pleasee."
Aya:"No, means no."
Y/N:"I hate you unniee..."
Aya:"I love you too little princes."
we started to laugh before we felt something hit us, and here I am at the hospital.
Y/N: "Mom, where is unnie?"
Mom:" oh, you are awake dear, you have to rest."
Y/N:" Mom, I asked where is she? I want her right now."
Mom:" I'm sorry that I'm the one telling you, but she passed away."
I felt like the world stoped for a second, she can't go and leave me alone, she is the only one I trust and the only one I feel safe beside her.
tears are running down my face. I wanted to talk but couldn't, our memories flow and I started to scream.
they tried to make me calm down but they couldn't, so they give medicine to sleep.
~1Week later~
Mom:" get up, you have to stand again and move on, even if she left."
I didn't reply, all what I want was my unnie. she was my everything.
Dad:" if you stayed like this, you will force me to take you to a psychologist."
he said and simply left the room.
few days later I was at the hospital where psychologists were trying to help me overcome.
~End of Flash back~
