Chap 18

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Stupid!
What happened to me ? Did I seriously blurt out his name alone at night when no police can come fast enough

What's weird is that he didn't bat an eye but instead walked head high and straight toward his room like some sort of army man and the fact that he didn't raise his hand is even more worrying,
Considering he's Four anything could happen

I'm standing there staring at the wall across the hallway that's now empty and I finally remember why

The wedding!
Of course ever since four raised his hand on me he kept me under his control but we weren't close and if I ran away it wouldn't be much of a problem if four didn't scare the Sh*t out of me

But with the baby it's even harder to run away, the wedding will be a piece of cake with this kid
"Yes hello this is my kid and we are getting married"
And like that with a snap of a finger I would have a ring

I'm angry at myself for ruining the kid's life. He would have an amazing future if I wasn't a wimp and didn't kill his father

And yes, I know I should feel sorry for Christina but the more I think about it the angrier I get with her.
She only cared about her.
She had a freakin baby but she still was determined to kill herself
So I guess it's me and Christina that would take the blame is this kid turns out into a crazy ... Murderer?

Is there no good in this world?
I kick the wall in frustration and it releases my anger
I put on my nigh clothes and check on the baby sleeping peacefully and sleep with the thoughts swarming through my head like bees

I wake up and instantly turn white.
The baby isn't here

I don't waste any time and go downstairs to check
The house is quite, empty dishes which means that four must have been up and eaten so the baby is with four

It's been hours and I'm freaking out
I have eaten but they still hadn't shown up and I hope the will
Well, I hope the baby comes back

Finally in the middle of watching pretty little liars ... The door clicks and I close the Tv in a flash and was greeted by four empty handed

"Four! Where's the baby?" I ask trying to remain calm
"Well good to see you too" he replies sarcastically

"Four.." I breath out calmly " where's the baby?"
"Okay fine, he's at the day care" he simply states

I'm seriously losing my patience
"Well why did u drop him there?" I say" I was perfectly content with him beside me"

"Because U r busy today" he stated opening the Tv
"No I'm not" I reply getting irritated
"Yes we are because" he turns to face me with a wide smile " we are looking for wedding cakes today"

"What?!" I shriek " isn't that later..like much later since I knew we were getting married like I don't know ..Uhm...TWO DAYS AGO? HONESTLY U R SUCH AN IGNORANT PIG!" I scream

"Shh" he says calmly and gives me a stern look " remember who U r talking to Tris"
I bite my lip and look down at my fiddling fingers

Yea I'm talking to Satan.

"Tris" he huffs irritated "go get ready now"
"Okay" I mumble and purposely take slow steps up the stairs

I go and take a shower and look into the mirror I'm wearing a dark blue polka dot shirt and some white pants
If I can't ignore fours constant reminders of marriage I just have to find a way to ruin it

I go downstairs
"I'm ready" I announce
"Okay let's go" he replies and he mumbles the last part " finally it took U long enough"

We go into the car and it's a quite car ride just together him and I
But its these times that I'm resisting the urge to strangle him till he turns as blue as avatar

He forces me to marry him without giving me any rights or information and now he's acting all nice and cheerful?
Who does that?!

When the car stops he turns and smiles brightly
"Let's go on with the show!" He says
I stay silent and hop out

When we go inside its the best building I have seen in a while
Even the employees dress into these fancy gloves
We reach the front desk

Four puts on his Oscar acting ability and I try not to roll my eyes
"Hello this is my fiancé tris and I believe we booked ahead of time"
The employee searches through the book full of love birds
"Ah yes, four okay, well go straight down and go left U will find diffrenent cakes and designs U can try out" she smiles

We go and my mouth already starts to water at the sight of the cakes
I think four noticed because a sudden smile appeared on his face
"U r enjoying this?" He asks
"No, and if it wasn't for U I would" I was cut of when he got a hold of my hand
He leans into my ear
"Shut up its for U r own sake ..sweetheart" he spat out

I close my mouth when he drags my arm tightly to the table and gives me a death stare
But then other couples started filling in the place and he let go afraid of being noticed
"Let's try this first" he says when a blond woman appeared behind us
I nod my head and bite the chocolate cake and in an instant my mouth fills with joy

"Ugh it's disgusting" I reply to him
"Okay want to try this?" He replies
I take a bite out of the vanilla one and it's so good I close my eyes and admire the taste
"Still..the cake is awful" I reply
He's starting to look irritated I can tell by the way he's clutching the fork tightly

"Tris don't do this I'm warning u" he whispers
"Doing what?" I reply indignantly " I just don't like any of these disgusting things that U even dare to call food!"

He stares at me and takes a quick look around the room
"Come with me now and don't make this harder for U r self"
I swallow my confidence and follow him so I don't attract attention

He won't hit me. I'm in public and he won't I'm sure of it.
I take a deep breath and follow him into the guys washroom

I look at him
"Are U serious?" I reply
"F*ck tris" he looks at me " I'm trying to have one decent day with U but u just mess it up like the mess U r!"
"Look U wanted to marry!" I shout

he wraps his hands around my neck and pushes me against the wall
"Oh well? Why aren't u talking? Weren't U talking like a b*tch just a second ago?"

I'm thrashing my legs but he only squeezes harder
I feel loss of breath and I start to cry right on the spot
"It hurts like hell doesn't it" he let's go and looks at me before taking me to one of the stalls

He harshly grabs my hair and leans my head so he can have access to my left ear
"I swear act out of line and next time it will be much worst!" He whispers "understand"

I try nodding but he pulls me hair again
"Use U r words b*tch"
"Y-yes" I reply

He let's go and my head hits the wall and he goes out the door leaving me holding my head in utter pain

He hadn't left though I know that and when I'm crying he's just having the pleasure of my pain
"Chocolate" I reply

And with that he leaves me and goes out the door.

A/N
THANK U GUYS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT! gah! 100 likes? 1k reads? When did all That happen?!
Ahh thank u this is insane!

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