I look at her and thinking why does that shinbun (newspaper) pick her. I made that Shinbun and give it a spell to find me a woman who is worthy of my love, My castle,demo ano onanoko wa hontouni totemo bakagete imasu ne. ( but That woman was really very stupid).

     "Mada  owatte inai?" (Not yet finished?) I ask her.

      "Sorry a-aki sama, what are you saying?"

      "Tsk! Didn't I told you that I don't want to repeat what I just said? Find it out by yourself! Here.." I gave her the key to the library.

       "You should study, how will you know what I am saying if you don't study? Hayaku ike! (Go! Hurry!)" I shout at her. But I think that was a bad way.

       Ok, I know that she is new and she knows nothing about my culture. That's why I want her to study. Demo ore wa atarashii hito ni au tabinike ga o suru no ni unzari shiteiru. (But I'm just getting hurt  everytime I meet new people) they're scared at me and even burried me alive. What did I do? for  them to hate me like that,in the past decades, I changed my face, the way I act and even try to socialized with them, but I was still afraid even in my new look right now. That's why I am like this, cold hearted and whatever. I just let you decide what you think of me.

       I walk into the library to look at her. I saw her crying, I hide a little bit on the door and look quietly at her.

     "Ano bang ginawa ko para parusahan ako ng ganito? Gusto ko lang naman ng trabaho. Bakeeet???" Humihikbi kong sabi sa sarili. Hindi ko na kaya.. trabaho lang naman ang hanap ko, pero bakit naman ganito ang kinahinatnan ko? Anung kinalaman ko sa lengwahe nya para pagtaasan nya ko ng boses? Isn't it a bit too far??? Kaya siguro wala syang maid dahil sa ugali nya! Hmmp!!
Pinunasan ko ang luha ko at ipinagpatuloy ang pababasa pero ayaw talagang tumigil sa pagtulo nito.

     Wa- watashi? (Me) aaa ok so iyon pala ang ibig sabihin non..humihikbi ako habang nagpapatuloy ako sa pagbabasa, nililibang ko ang sarili ko nang naramdaman kong may naglalakad papalapit sakin. Si Aki na walang modo.

       "Here take this, Gomene (I'm sorry). I was rude. I think I went a bit too far." Iniabot nya ang panyong hawak nya.

      Hala ano to? Marunong ka palang magsorry? (Sa isip)

     "No no no! I'm sorry Aki-sama, I will study hard promise so please give me a good salary ok?" Hindi sya nangiti kaya agad kong binawi iyon.

     "Just kidding aki sama, any way can I had a question?" Habang pinupunasan ko ang luha ko gamit ang panyo na iniabot nya.

      "Ee. Douzo, o-oh sorry, I said go ahead Nami-san" wow ha, ganyan sana palagi.

     " why do you live alone? Where is your family?" Tanong ko.

      "I'm sorry but I can't answer that right now. Anyway, you should go with me." Pag iiba nya ng usapan.

    "Where?" Nagtatakang tanong ko.

     "We're going to shop. You see, My fridge don't have enough supply".
Wooow! Shopping?? Ngayun ko lang makikita kung pano magshopping ang isang gwapong katulad nya. Yippee

      Sumunod ako sa kanya habang papalabas ng bahay, at nakita kong sumakay sya sa isang sasakyan. Magara ang sasakyan pero hindi pako nakakita ng ganitong disenyo. Parang classic ang style pero halatang yayamanin.

        Katahimikan lang ang namamayani sa loob ng sasakyan. Hindi ko maiwasang sulyap sulyapan ang gwapo nyang muka.

     "Sayang to ee, gwapo sana, kaso naman katulong lang ang peg ko. At saka masungit. Pero infairness huh, marunong mag sorry, siguro malungkot buhay nito. Hmmn" (sa isip)

     "Nanda? (What?) " Preskong tanung nya.

      "Ah no! Nothing Aki-sama, sorry" mabilis kong sabi. Oh di ba may naintindihan ako? Huuuu! Kinabahan naman ako dun.. haays tagal namang makarating sa mall.

     Lumipas pa ang isang oras at nakarating na din kami. Dumiretso kami sa loob ng department store at sa supermarket at sinundan ko lang syang mamili. Nakatingin sa amin ang lahat ng nadaanan naming tao.

     Bat nga hinde? Ee ang hot at ang gwapo ng kasama ko di ba? Habang naglalakad, napatigil ako sa isang women's section. Ang ganda ng dress infairness aa. Tyak  kong kasya sakin to. Hinaplos haplos ko ito at sinukat sukat. Kaya lang sad to say wala naman akong pera so bye bye love .. I pout and I guess, napansin nya yon.

    "What's the matter?"  Tanung nya.

    "Iie, nandemo arimasen aki sama (no, nothing aki sama) ".. i answered. Oh di ba? May konting alam nakoo.

     "Woaah, sugoi! (Amazing!) You really study hard ha?, keep it up! I'll root for you." Papuri nya.
"Of course aki sama, I'm a fast learner. Haha 😅 but please, let me learn more first ok?" Sagot ko.

       Natapos na ang aming pamimili at umuwi na kami, sa pagod ay di ko namalayang nakatulog na pala ako.

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