Why Her?

Chapter 63

"H-how?" Sen asked
"Lucky guess...now come one little one. I will help you" Shai said as she grabbed Sen
"A-ah wait!" Sen exclaimed and the door opened as Himeko stepped out
"Sen?" Himeko asked
"Uhm...hi" Sen said
"What is he doing here Shai?" Himeko asked
"He needs help and I will help him with something" Shai said as she smiled softly
"But how?" Sen asked as he looked at Shai
"I'll tell you when we get there" Shai said
"Uh okay" Sen said
"Bye Himeko. I'll be back" Shai said and dragged Sen across the ice floor
"Agh! Wait don't just drag me! My ass is cold!" Sen said
"Shut up little boy. We're almost there" Shai said as she took him towards the dungeon. She stopped by the door and opened it
"Alright. Get in" Shai said
"Eh? Me alone?" Sen asked
"Stop asking questions before I kick you out" Shai said and pushed him inside the dungeon
"Aaaaah!" Sen exclaimed as he fell down and landed on the hard ice floor
"Ouch..." Sen said and groaned as he sat up
"Alright. Now...I need you to sit down and close your eyes" Shai said
"Why?" Sen asked and shivered as Shai froze his arm
"Keep talking and I'll break your entire body into pieces" Shai said as she growled. Sen gulped and sat down closing his eyes
"There closed" Sen said
"Now...talk. Think about your past. Your family. Why you're feeling this negative energy?" Shai asked as she removed the ice from his arm
"...it all started with my parents separating" Sen said and pinned his ears down
"Keep going" Shai said as her eyes glowed
"M-my mother...hated him...she wanted him g-gone forever and...a-and I heard that she wanted...to k-kill my brother..." Sen said
"Intresting..." Shai said
"I-I offered...myself...to her because...I-I wanted Vix with me...and she...sh-she...raped me...cut me...use me..." Sen said as tears started to roll down her cheeks
"And?" Shai asked
"I had enough...I wanted to kill her. She was a monster...I obeyed and obeyed but...my mind...couldn't take it! I couldn't take it anymore! But...th-then dad came...and tried to resuce her...I-I don't know why...but he...died along with her..." Sen said and his soul came out growling as shadows wrapped around his body
"Now...tell me about your ex" Shai said
"E-ex?" Sen asked as she was about to open his eyes but Shai covered them
"Keep them closed" Shai growled
"I-I was just a kid...a 15 year old not knowing what to do. I-I met...the prince who was 6 years older than me. He...he seemed a bit cold and strict but...he revealed to me his soft side. I-I don't know what I was feeling but...I-I'm sure it was...l-love. He was sweet and kind. He always...asked what I wanted and understood me. But...everything ended when things were getting...heat up. He wanted to mate and I-I didn't want to because...th-that witch...my mother was still in my mind. I-I couldn't do it...but he...forced himself on me...he marked me and made me his. H-he had his way and...left me there...." Sen said
"What else?" Shai asked
"I-I wanted to talk to him about that night but...when I came by his room...I saw him. That bastard...m-mating with...a woman. The last thing I remember...was running. I ran...ran...far from there. I didn't want to hear him nor know anything about him. I got rid of the mark...and decided to not get close to people...or else you'll get hurt" Sen said as he started to cry
"Good" Shai whispered before attacking the soul. Sen's soul cried in pain as it growled and trembled. Shai held her palm out as her soul appeared behind her
"Get him" Shai whispered. Soon her soul ran up to Sen's and pinned him down before biting it. Sen winced in pain but kept his eyes closed
I-it hurts! Everywhere!
"Don't open them! Not until I tell you to do so" Shai said. Sen coughed blood and clenched his fists tightly
F-fuck!
"Make it stop!" Sen exclaimed
"Open your eyes" Shai said. Sen opened his eyes and looked down seeing blood
"Aaah!" Sen exclaimed and trembled. He looked around and touched his face
"Wh-what was that?" Sen asked and started to touch his body feeling strange. He saw his soul and watched it tremble before collapsing
"I took away that negative energy from you. You need to accept the past and move on. If you keep holding onto the past then...these shadows from the past will consume you. They'll devour your soul...and you" Shai said
"I-I just have...to move on...?" Sen asked
"You can't keep living like this...so I suggest you go talk to your brother about this. If you don't want to then that's fine but...he'll need to learn the truth very soon" Shai said
"Y-you're right..." Sen said and trembled as he tried to stand up
"And you better start to bond with your soul. That shadow stuff prevents you from bonding with your soul and you know very well if you have no bond with your soul then it's game over for you. It'll be hard for you to use your power since it will go out of control" Shai said
"U-uh...may I ask how you know all this?" Sen asked
"Because I was almost in a situation like you. This stupid split personality thing causes damage with my soul as well...and...I did have an ex mate too. He was sweet until he found out about my split personality shit. Sure it hurt when he decided to leave me for another but I needed to accept what I did and move on. If I held back to the past then...who knows what would've happened to me...and my soul. Besides...I have Himeko who is way better" Shai said as she smiled
"You...had an ex mate who ditched you too?" Sen asked
"Of course...now get out of here" Shai said
"S-sure. Thank you so much and please forgive me for interrupting your moment" Sen said
"Yeah whatever. Guess you're not as bad as I thought...you were probably just misunderstood. Sorry for scaring you on our first meeting" Shai said
"N-no. It was my fault. I guess I was just...an idiot. Yeah I was a total dumbass. I better get going before Himeko starts asking what the hell is going on" Sen said and walked to the doors
"Let's get out of here" Shai said as she walked to the door. Sen stepped out of the dungeon and went to the exit
"Good luck with your brother. You'll need it" Shai said
"Oh...hehe right. Thanks" Sen said
"Sure. No problem and thanks for letting me feed off of you. You just gave me more power" Shai said as she walked away and smirked
"Uh...you're welcome?" Sen said slightly confused and shook his head
Well...I still need some time to think about this. What the hell was that? Exorcism?
"I do feel relieved so maybe she did help me after all" Sen said and shivered a bit
Oh shit...the medicine! I need to get the hell out of here before I freeze to death!