We Both Swiped Right

Kabanata 33

Kassandra Perez
Today 9:05am

Hi! Would you dare
to tell me the truth?
I’m willing to listen
and know the truth

This the reality, I’m already facing it. Sabi nila, hindi raw maganda na tinatakbuhan natin ang problema. Sabi rin nila, mas maganda raw na harapin natin ito para matuto tayo sa mga maling desisyon na ginawa natin.

Kaya heto ako ngayon, gusto ko malaman ang totoo kahit alam ko na masasaktan lang naman ako sa gagawin ko. I don’t want to be a stupid girl who still wants to stick around with the person who lied to me.

We are scared of losing a person, that’s why sometimes we still stick to them. But you can’t lose something that’s never been yours. Sometimes, it’s better to break your own heart to save yourself from falling apart.

This is not what I want, it’s not how it should be and I’m not happy. I am the only one who's falling, while he was laughing because I’m stupid. I was blinded by his words and I was clanged to the strings of his false hopes.

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Am I ready? Am I ready to face the reality?

Kassandra Perez
Today 9:22am

Where did
you met Darin?

Tinder. You?

Tinder din hahaha
this is weird, right?

Yeah, I thought he
was different from
the other guys…

Ako rin naman. I thought
his intentions are good.

Paano mo pala
nalaman na kachat
ko si Darin?

Sabi nga nila,
daig pa ng NBI
magstalk ang
mga babae

Exactly.

Nagchat siya
sa akin ng Ave,
that’s how I know

Pinageffortan ka
rin ba niya?

Yhep, many times

Like?

Palagi niya akong
dinadalhan ng flowers
dito sa bahay dati
at natigil ‘yon
noong nakilala
ka niya.

So, girlfriend
ka niya?

I was and I don’t want
to be his girl again

Ahh he’s
courting me

Ingat ka sa kanya,
feeling ko kasi
hindi lang tayo
‘yung kinakausap
niya…

Hindi ko na rin
naman siya
nirereplayan

Ingat ka,
pafall talaga
si Darin

Thank you,
Kassandra

You’re welcome, Ave.
chat me if you need
something, okay?

Yes, I will…

Ngumiti ako at binaba ang cellphone ko ng nakangiti. Mas okay na rin na alam ko ang totoo kaysa naman na nabubuhay ako sa kasinungalingan. Umpisa pa lang ay naramdaman ko na parang may mali at tama pala ako sa hinala ko.