once upone a time in my heart(completed )

chapter 38

Taesha:-dad is there everything done?
Mr jeon :-except of cake almost everything is ready
Taesha:-dad don't you worry about cake I will make it by myself at home I just wanna celebrate Rt's birth as like hope's used to celebrate it i wanna everything perfect for him i know it is an impossible for me to take hope's place even now one can replace him but I wanna give my best of best to make him happy
Mr jeon:-if you don't mind can I ask you something as a father
Taesha:-come on dad you may ask anything in anytime you want...please don't be formal with me
Mr jeon :-Have you planned anything for your future I mean have you thought after giving birth to the baby what will be your next strategy?
Taesha:-yes dad after delivery I would love to move from here...I wanna start my new life with my kids...I wanna take care of them by myself i will apply for the job if I will never be succeed to get a job then i would do somethinh else but i cant be more burden on someone else I know in the beginning I will face many difficulties but with the passage of time I probably would manage
Mr jeon:-but taesha kids are very little they need your time and your attention how can you mange both kids and job at a time...
Taesha:-don't worry dad everything will be fine...
Mr jeon:-what about your marriage?
Taesha:-dad you are forgetting I got married twice...there is no one stupid man in this world who will easily accept me along with my kids
Mr jeon:-along with kids?
Taesha:-yes along with my kids...I can't leave without them they are my whole world if by any chance someone be agree to make me his life partner he has to accept me with my kids
Mr jeon:-what about jungkook...I mean what will be your reaction if he purpose you ?
Taesha:-no i don't need his proposal...I would love to live my life alone as compair to live with him
Mr jeon:-but why not...he changed himself a lot...he became new a person after losing you he suffered a lot and I m the witness of his transformation...he convinced me that he will be loving caring husband and father as well...please give him a chance and forgive him
Taesha:-I m already forgot him when hope's asked me to forgive him...but I can't accept him once again..."once upone a time in my heart there was love for him" but he ruined everything he was the one who wanted to break oue marriage he was the one who was hating me he didn't accept me as his wife...I was always burden on him...respect is very essential part of any relationship but respect was missing in our relationship i swear to GOD i Waited him to long for his departure but he didn't come back to me so there is no any chance for him i moved in my life now precious  memories of hope's are enough for me to spend my whole life
Mr jeon:-but now he loves you he really loves you
Taesha:-hehehe do you really think he loves me no dad he doesn't love me...it is his regret not love he only loves his son not me...once again if he is taking interest in me is because of taekook not me actually he is great he doesn't wanna lose his son that's why keeping taekook always beside of him he became ready to accept me look dad how great he is doesn't he hehehe...you know what dad your son is still a selfish he is still a greedy....who only thinks about himself... (I, me, mine)... tell me very honestly one thing...if he was living satisfy and happy life with his ex wife jiminia would he take steps to words  us no not at all  unfortunately she left him I m just jiminia replacement in his life...he is accepting me due to guilt and regret not love...but enough is enough this time I will not allow anyone to utilizing me for their benefits I don't allow anyone to play with my emotions my feelings once again I swaer to "GOD" dad it hurts so much I don't wanna go through that phase of life which became for me a horrible nightmare I don't wanna be fragile once again because if this time I get broken I will never ever be able to collect my heart chopped pieces
Jungkook accidentally heared everything he left with teary eyes....while driving taesha's words were running in his mind he endedup in front of a bar....where so many beautiful girls wanted to well come him open heartly but he rejected them
On the other hand Mr jeon was busy in convincing taesha
Mr jeon:-i can understand you very well that's why I don't wanna force you but before taking any decision just once think about your kids and your kids future only can be secure in this Manson after marrying with jungkook...because he is the only one who can love and take care of them as father
Taesha:-can't i live in this house as your daughter or late son's wife
Mr jeon:-you are my daughter....you can live here as my Daugter in law as well but I m very old GOD only knows when i get expire till my last breathe I can protect you but after my death our society will raise their fingers against jk and your relationship...how can you shut their mouths...if you would have been only wife of my late son it might be ok but before  marrying with hope you were jk's wife and mother of his son you might forget this state but this world never let you forget this state...they never live both of you happy and satisfying life...and both of you are not sharing common brother and sister in law relationship that's why you will easily give up on them you can't fight back them for long time as I already mentioned I m not forcing you to change your decisions I m saying it just because I have more knowledge and experienced as compair to your age I can tell you what kind of hardships will be there in your way....any way just remember only one thing I will be always there to support you through thick and thin

Time skip:-

Bar's boy:-sir please stop drinking you already drunk too much...you will not be able to go back your home
Jk:-home hehehe which home whom home have you gone mad I don't have any home even I don't have any one who can understand me I m all alone hehehe yes all alone....you know what when I was evil I was bad person whole world was around of me they were dying to be close of me they were dying to get my attention and when i was lying every one was believing on me without questioning  but when I became good person I lost my popularity I lost everything now there is no one around of me now when i m honest and speaking truth no one is even listing me that actually what i wanna say to them when i was bad person i had thousands of reasons and ways to convincing people I would've been easily agree them even though if I was lying but when I m right and wanna confess truth I m totally helpless...I have a friendly suggestion for you don't you dare to be good because here only evil nature win over kindness if you will follow truth path you will be alone like me
Strange girl:-who said to you that you are alone I m with you...and I will be with you...because I love you without any condition I was in madly in love with you when you were a bad person and I m also loving your positive side
Jk:-suzi you
Suzi:-yeah it's me (she is the same girl who came along with jk in jeon's mansion when taekook was not feeling well)
Jk:-no you are lying no one loves me every one hates me one day you will also leave me as like other's you will also give up on me
Suzi:-no my love i will never ever leave you please come with me after saying she grabbed his arm and started walking
Jk:-where we are going?
Suzi:-good and pious person deserve only heaven...so i m going to creat paradise on earth for you
Jk:-how?
Suzi:- shehhh its secret after reaching there you will get to know by your own self
Jk was fully drunk and heart broken as well that's why he wasn't realizing that what was happening with him...when jk reached at suzi's home his doe eyes became more widen because suzi's home was decorated with beautiful flowers and candles lights soft romantic music was playing in the background
Suzi:-sit here i m coming in just fiveminutes
After five minutes she came wearing a tiny pink  dress jk was imagining her as a taesha he lost in taesha (suzi) beauty he got mad pulled her hands for throwing her on sofa because he wanted to overcome distance between tAesha and him
Suzi:-oh jk please don't be in rush we have whole night for naughty things