I changed in gus's bathroom which was connected to his room
"You look nice in my clothes" he said grabbing my waist making me sit on his lap straddling his waist he leaned in for a kiss but we got interrupted by a knock ok the door
He kept his hands on my waist
"Yo gus i was wondering-" tracy said walking in seeing me on gus's lap
"Oo so whats this then" tracy said raising his eyebrows with a smile on his face, i buried my head in gus's shoulder
"Luna is staying here tonight" he said making tracy nod
"What did you want anyway bro"
I started kissing gus's neck discreetly so tracy wouldn't know, i bit down on his neck making him release a small moan I wasn't paying attention to what the were talking about i was just teasing gus
"Okay i'll be downstairs in a minute" gus said in a tone which made tracy hurry out the door.
As soon as the door closed he slammed me down onto the bed
"What was that all about then" gus smirked making me shrug my shoulders leaning up to kiss him
"Gus i'm hungry" i said pulling away from the kiss
"I have something for you" he smirked looking down at his dick
"No gus i'm hungry" i said pulling an angry face but it wasn't exactly angry cus i can never be angry
"Okay come on then" he said grabbing my hand as we walked downstairs
The lounge had now turned into a studio with tracy stood in the middle with a microphone in front of him with foam boards all around his head blocking out any outside noise and then a man sat on the sofa with a laptop in his hands with headphones on
We walked past the lounge and into the kitchen before we even got to the fridge gus turned around to face me
"Um we don't have any food i just remembered, do you wanna order a take out" he said pointing at the fridge
"Yeah sure if u want, how come u don't have any food"
"Well none of us can even be bothered to cook so we just order food in, and we don't have the time to cook" he say coming closer towards me and wrapping his hands around my waist
"Fair enough then"
"Yo peep fish is gonna order some food what do you want" tracy says coming into the kitchen and grabbing a bottle of water out the fridge
"What are we getting"
"Pizza i think" tracy said answering gus's question leaning against the fridge before walking out of the kitchen leaving me and gus in the kitchen
"What do u want boo"
"I'll just have some if whatever u get"
"If you want to but u can get something to yourself"
"No its fine honestly" i smile shaking my head.
After we ordered the pizzas we joined everyone in the lounge i sat next to gus on the couch with his arm around my shoulders resting on the back of the sofa.
"Luna this is coldhart he produces some of mine and tracys songs" he said as this man with dark blue hair turned to look at me giving me a smile
"Nice to meet you" After gus introduced me to everyone he started to record
I let the time pass too fast
I crash, you crash
You were the one, that's what I told myself
I don't even know myself
Got my back up against the wall
I let the time pass too fast
I crash, you crash
You were the one, I told myself
I don't even know myself
Or control my self at all
His voice was so soft and relaxing i never knew he could sing this good
I can't tell what I want, I can't tell what you want
She can't tell what I'm on
What do you want? Let me sing you a song
Cold hart gave him the thumbs up telling him thats hes finished "is that good?" He asked as he took of the headphones
After gus listened to his verse over and over making sure everything was perfect and recorded any bits that needed to be done he sat back down next to me planting a kiss on my forehead as he did
Tracy got up to the mic and started singing
I wanna hold you so close like a switchblade
I really mean that, I know you don't believe that
I'm shinin' so hard, I know that you can see that
I'd give it up though, I swear I'd give it up though We're movin' so fast, I don't care, I wanna crash
Let our love burn, let our love burn
We're movin' so fast, I don't care, I wanna crash
Let our love burn, let our love burn
Gus pulled a small bag out of his pocket filled with pills and poured three out into his hand and took them
"Gus what are they"
"Xanax" he said bluntly looking ahead at tracy still recording. Before i could say anything back a knock at the door was heard which gus got up to answer
"He takes them to calm down, if i were you I wouldn't worry" a voice said from the end of the couch "oh shit sorry i'm horse head" he said putting the joint that was in his hand into his mouth and reaching over and shaking my hand.
"Yeah i know he's fine it just worries me thats all" we haven't even known each other that long and he already worries me
Before he could respond gus entered the room with the pizzas not saying anything i looked over to horse head and he nodded and smiled
He put the boxes down on the table infront of us which was covered with bottles of alcohol and mixers after he had given them all out he came back round and sat down next to me passing me a pizza box
"I said i'll just have some of yours gus" i said making him shrug
"I forgot" he said stuffing pizza in his mouth
I opened the box and it was my favourite, how did he know i hadn't even told him. It was pepperoni
"Thank you" i said looking at him "its cool" he replied being blunt again
What have i done
I don't know if this makes sense again, its been so long since i've written one here i've forgot how to say certain things
