Even stars are spitted from the sky

chapter 18

camilia 

Even while she felt Riham upright at her head, Camellia did not have enough energy to raise her head and meet her shattered eyes. A few hours ago she was near him and a few steps away from meeting her uncle's family, but she threw everything down the wall Fleeing, as her soul got used to when it was difficult to understand.

- "What happened? Did you meet them?",Riham said.

- "Leave me alone, Riham."

- "Camilia ... I didn't think you would come back tonight... but your condition doesn't look good."

Camilia at that moment was crying with a burning heart, God alone knew about her, and she passed that encounter before her eyes, again and again, drawing multiple paths of what she could say so that the situation did not end up licking her wounds in this way, but she somehow was assertive, this result is inevitable.

She was too corrupt, violated more than a few words could fix, with an unknown future, a great burden that no one could carry, and what happened today was estimated. What she was expecting while she was storming his life smoothly again, Loaded with that many girdles. Of course, the ground will not be laid for her returning flowers and parties will not be held to receive the same.

She hates to admit this to herself, but she believes that the only one who wanted her to return is Adam and he has blown away her hopes as soon as she clapped the door to his apartment.

Reflecting on the matter, Iyad is the only one who accepts all of her, with all her faults and defects and her desire to escape and the weakness that was dominated her, but fate did not allow both of them to meet even to establish that feeling. Perhaps her life throughout that period in the street made her realize that Love is not everything, all she should have is a constant rock to which she always return when things go wrong ... Iyad was that for her ...

- "Camilia dear ... get up and wash your face ... so we can talk."

-" Iyad .. I have to find him".

Riham was trying to calm her with difficulty, for her, Iyad is the only person who has always been honest in every word he says to her even if he hurt her, he would not have outlined her reality so that she would not be shocked by him, but he was always leaking into her the darkness that he possesses until she became more real, and thus she escaped away from him for years.

- "you said you shouldn't meet ... What changed your mind? Camilia, calm down ... you're upset ... and you don't even know what you're doing."

- "Iyad is my family and I need him now more than ever. it does not matter how much this will harm him. nor not how much I will be hurt ... I want it"

- "Camilia ... maybe we are not very close, but I know that taking this step while you are in this situation will have bad consequences for you in the future .."