Wanted: Gay Boyfriend (Completed)

CHAPTER 17

“Cora?”

It's Silver!!!

“Oh, sorry,” he said.

Freiya finally let me go and I feel so embarrassed when I looked at Silver while chasing for my breath.

“A-Akala ko kasi nag-aaway kayo,” he added.

“Ha? Bakit?” I asked him back.

“I heard you yelled.”

I bit my lower lip as I glanced at Freiya. Tumitig siya sa akin at muli na naman akong nakaramdam ng hiya. Potek!!!

“A-Ah, napalakas lang siguro 'yong boses ko, but we weren't fighting,” sabi ko.

“Ba't ka nga pala nasa labas?” Freiya asked in his real, manly, serious voice!

Damn! Akala ko ba ay ayaw niya na?! Tss.

“I-I am just trying to catch some fresh air,” Silver replied.

Well, I know, he's lying. Five years din kaming nagkasama ni Silver, so kilala ko na rin siya.

“Really?” I asked.

Just trying to see if he will lie twice in a row. Kasi kung oo, edi manloloko talaga siya.

“Yeah, so sige, balik na ako sa loob,” without a last glance, he turned his back and walked away.

Ano kaya talaga ang plano niya kung bakit siya lumabas? Did he purposely follow us? What for? Is he trying to know something? Sh*t. Nahahalata ba niyang fake lang ang relationship namin? Or was it because of Freiya's attitude tonight kaya siya naghihinala?

My thoughts were interrupted when Freiya speaks, “Sorry,” he said while his eyes are sincerely staring at mine.

“Of all the choices you had, kissing me is really what you've chosen to shut me up?” I asked and confusion is really visible in my eyes.

“Ganyan kasi sa movie at sa mga libro. Ginaya ko lang para cute.”

Damn! Hindi ko napigilang matawa sa sagot niya. Pakiramdam ko nawala bigla ang galit ko sa kanya.

“And besides, Corazon, hindi na naman dapat tayo magulat sa ginawa ko, hindi naman natin ito first time.”

I-I felt my cheeks burning! What the heck?!

“A-Ano ba?! Stop reminiscing the past!” asar kong sabi at saka ako nag-umpisang maglakad pabalik sa loob.

“Hoy, iiwan mo ko rito?” tanong niya.

Huminto ako sa paglalakad, then I looked at him again. “We're done, right? You can now go home,” sabi ko at muling nag-umpisang maglakad.

But I suddenly felt a hand around my arm, making me stop from walking. “Pakonsensya ka naman masyado,” aniya.

Well, it's really my intention to hit his conscience. Hindi naman sa mahihirapan na akong humanap ng ibang Gay boyfriend if ever he really gives up, natatakot lang ako sa iisipin ng mga taong kilala ako na hindi man lang kami umabot ni Freiya nang isang buwan ay may bago na naman ako. They will either think that I am really into something or I have gotten a slut. Gosh! I've never wished to become one.

“Oo na, push na 'to. Sirain na natin ang relasyon nila. Mapatawad sana ako ng Panginoon, mapatawad sana tayo.”

I was caught off guard. Alam kong mali ang ginagawa at gagawin namin, but I just hope God understands me. Ito lang naman eh, after ruining their relationship, I'll never commit the same mistake again. First and last na ito.