I was searching for:


a) My clothes ( If people will see me in this white dress, they will think I just escaped from Mental Hospital)


b) That medicine. Actually, I didn't do anything for 4 days but I need more medicine to calm down. I have no idea what will happen if I leave. If I won't have a mini panic attack because someone passed me and maybe thought I was a loser and I should be a villain. I don't want to be a stuttering mess. But the question is whether it is given intravenously or could I drink it if I find a drinking form / swallowed if I find a pill.


I searched various shelves...


'Aspirin... Ibuprofen... Acetaminophen...  Fluoxetine...'


Oh... I don't even know the name of that medicine. Why am I an idiot? 


Ok... I found Ben-zo-dia-ze-pines. I don't even know how to read that. I looked around. 'Oh, I should go get my phone. Yeah, it will be a good idea.' 


I went to my room 'Please, don't forget what you came in for, please'. I looked around again. There it is. It was bedside cabinet. 'Oh... I'm an idiot. On the right side of the room is a hanger on each I have clothes. 'My God. Do I have amnesia or something?'


I unlocked my phone "B-e-n-z-o-d-i-a-z-e-p-i-n-e-s" Search.


"Examples of oral benzodiazepines are:


-alprazolam (Xanax, Xanax XR)

-clobazam (Onfi)

-clonazepam (Klonopin)"


"What is the best Benzo for anxiety?" Search 


 "- Ativan, or lorazepam, is one of the most potent of all Benzos, Ativan is prescribed for anxiety disorders, depression, and panic attacks. ...


- Halcion is one of the fastest acting of all Benzos, and it is also processed by the body faster than other Benzos. ..."


And blah blah blah. Bullshit.


But what benzodiazepines are there?



Well... This is time to find out!


I opened the container


'Many, really many white pills...'


I took 2 pills and swallowed it. Check shoot. Where's water?!


Why would I take 2? I don't know. I just think that one isn't enough. Oh, and note that, I will have to be calm when Recovery Girl will see me and then will probably know... that I went out... aaaand...  she will probably talk to me about that I can't sleep that much for maybe an hour.

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