Living with 7 boys (under major construction)

T-shirts and a sleepover

I cleared my throat making her jump

"what do you think you are doing?" i asked

"Shawn said i could get some PJ's from you"

"well you are not wearing any of my clothes go get out"

"well this is my room tonight"she scoffed

"um no its not" i walked over to my dresser and grabbed a pair of PJ's "now i am going to get changed and you better be out of here when i get back"

i went back to the bathroom pulling on my underwear and a sports bra i pull on my red and black plad bottoms and a black tank top i ran a comb through my hair i walked out of the bathroom and i saw Jess still sitting there on my bed talking on her phone she stood up and she was wearing the Daddys little girl shirt that he got me last year for my birthday i wore it twice but i never wore it after the murder

"Take.Off.The.Shirt" i said slowly

"No" she said snottily

"Take off the god damn shirt" i growled

"No" she said cocking her head to the side

i took a step towards her and she ran down out of my room and down the hall i chased her down the stairs were all the guys were sitting

"Give me Back my god damn shirt now!"

"whats going on?" Adam asked

"Its just a shirt calm down" Jess said

"no its not now give it back"

"fine" she smirked

i sighed in relieve closing my eyes i heard a faint ripping noise my eyes flew open and Jess is standing there with my shirt in two pieces she threw each piece to me laughing with Shawn the rest of them stood there confused and shocked

all different emotions ran through me anger and sadness mostly i could feel the tears threatening to fall i grabbed the shirts and ran up the stairs right into my room i slammed the door and fell on my bed crying in to the pillows

"Tessa?" a voice asked

"go away"

"No whats wrong it was just a shirt" he said softly

i look up and see Jake and Danny

i sat wiping the stray tears away "its not just a shirt,my dad got me that shirt last year for my birthday and i just didn't have the nerve to wear it after the-" i stopped talking because they didn't know about the murder

"After what?" Jake asked

"Nothing,Danny can you go get Nash and Grant please?"

"Yeah i will be right back"

i nodded my head and starring at the floor "Jake why do you and Adam avoid me?"

"Just we all seem to be perfect guys but we all have a secret and Adam and i are just scared to re live it even if we had no control over it and we don't try to seem like we don't like you but it is hard to see you when you are upset"

"What about the rest of them?"

"well Chris and Danny are closer Nash and Grant are to and well Shawn he just lashes out but we just have to deal with it right?'

"what are you talking about"

"Nothing" he replied quickly the rushing out of my room

now i finally got to talk to Jake he opens up and then he just slammed shut again.

'Oh daddy what did i do wrong to these boys and i know you would be having a heart attack if you knew i was living with 7 boys not including Henry" i chuckled my eyes filling with tears

i looked at my lap were the use to be a whole t-shirt is now two half's i brought them to my face closing my eyes tightly as the tears flowed freely i felt the bed dip down on bot sides of me

"Its ok Tess i know it i hard but we will never leave" Nash said as grant rubbed my back

i look up at Nash and Grant

"sorry guys" i said wiping the tears

"Don't be we all cry cause we are human i hope you know'' Grant stated

i chuckled shaking my head "I need to tell the rest of them"

''about your parents?" Nash asked

"Yeah well Your mom knows and she is telling your dad on there get away this week."

"Ok" Grant said nodding his head

"when do u want to tell them?' Nash asked

"tomorrow i am just really tired right now"

"Ok well good night we will see you tomorrow morning"Nash said kissing my head

"Night Nash"

He walked out of my room and back down stairs i looked over at grant who is now sitting aganst my head board i crawled up towards him laying my head on his chest his arm wrapped around my shoulders as he played with the ends of my hair

"so i was talking to Jake earlier"

"Okay...?"

"And i asked him why Shawn hates me.... and he said something happened and the you don't want it to happen again."

I looked up at him to see that all emotion was gone and his face was pale all of his muscles tensed

"Um......I..Uh am going to go to bed'' he said jumping up off of my bed an bolting out of my door

i curled back up and faced the wall i closed my eyes letting sleep take over

***

i woke up seeing a barrel of a gun pointed to my head two guys stood behind the guy with the gun all three of them had masks on

"dude Hurry up and shoot her already before she screams"one of them said

the guy holding the gun took off his mask reviling the shaggy blonde hair of Shawn the tears flowing from my eyes and the scream i tried to muffle but one got out next thing i knew Nash and Grant came flying in trying to stop them

BANG!

BANG!

I screamed louder then i thought i could i see there body's a lump on the floor i let my knees go out so i was sitting on my knees

BANG!

Pain went through me as i let out another cry Shawn stood there laughing at me as the three boys walked away i was screaming and crying not moving i was gone i guess i can see mom and dad now

THUD!

My eyes flew open my breathing uneasy tears rolling down my face sweat covering my forehead i stood up trying to clam my self down when Grant and Nash ran in i smiled and i felt relieved i rand and jumped in to there arms

"Hey whats wrong we heard you screaming and crying" Nash said

i pulled away looking at there worried faces " They were back and i saw who was leading them"i said weakly

"who was that?" Grant asked

"Shawn." i said quietly

they stood there shocked

"He kill you two then me" i paused a single tear rolled down my cheek i wiped it away with my thumb.

we all stood there like deer in the head lights not talking not even looking at each other i walked over to the bathroom leaving the boys in the main area of my room i closed the bathroom door behind me as i looked into the mirror my eyes red and puffy with stains down my face why do i have to make there life a living hell?