JOSH
"Josh you okay?"
"What happened?" I ask brushing off the fact that I was zoning out.
"You've been starring at nothing bro" Matt says.
"For about 5 minutes or so" Jack adds.
"Shit my bad"
Leia
That's who I've been thinking about for the past couple of days since I came back to California.
"What or who are you thinking about?" Milo teases.
"That girl you met when you were in New York?" Tommy asks.
"She has a name and it's Leia"
"Calm down dude my bad"
"You're in love" Jack speaks up.
"No I'm not" I deny.
Shit am I?
I wrote a song for her... and like 20 more right after that
"You are bro" Dylan mentions.
"You're denying it" he adds.
Am I in love with her?
Or is it just the thought of her?
Asking myself literal dumb questions I know the answers to. I fucking do. If I didn't I wouldn't have kissed her without hesitation, I wouldn't have been texting her everyday, I wouldn't be writing all these songs about her.
I miss her and she's on the other side of the country. I know she's thinking about me, in some way like I do.
Her smile and the way that she just is amuses me, she's an interesting person. She's someone I wouldn't get tired of.
"Josh you wrote a song for her" Matt speaks.
"Not just one"
"Exactly bro" he replies.
"Ever since you've met her you've just been a better version of yourself" Milo says.
Damn I have
"Wait wait are you guys dating?" Tommy asks.
"No"
"What the fuck you mean no?" Jack asks.
"We aren't dating" I clarify.
"I know I'm wondering why he never asked her before we left a few weeks back" Matt mentions.
I'm a fool for not asking her out. I want her to be my girlfriend, I've been wanting her to be. Just the fact that I could say that I'm with a brilliant stunning girl that just makes me feel like I'm myself.
I think I love her.
I do love her.
"Josh?" Dylan says.
"Yeah?"
"You were blanking out again" he replies.
"Oh"
I need to do something.
"I NEED TO GO BACK"
I have to tell her I love her. I want to ask her. I want to finally ask her to be mine.
"I have to go"
"What? I thought we were going out in a few?" Milo questions.
"I'm about to do something crazy"
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Common Sense
Teen Fiction"𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦" And that's what he did... "𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘭𝘦" He did what he felt was right... "𝘚𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳...
