bleeding hearts.

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"so be it,
don't cry.
imma let you go
and fly.."

jennie

"i told you i don't like fuckboys."

he smirked. "sino bang tinutukoy mo? i never fucked anyone-

"gago! i saw you making out with two girls yesterday! kadiri ka!"

i can't even digest what i've saw that afternoon, tapos idedeny niya lang? ilang araw na nagpapapansin tong bwisit na to, napipikon na talaga ako.

"oh, so you saw us?" he smirked again and all i can do is to walk straight and leave him.

i laughed gently. yves was that kind of guy back then. that type of guy who doesn't care about girls and just fuck them endlessly every night. that type who's always at the bar finding his prey.

i thought he'll always be like that. bugging me. annoying me. following me.

but he showed me how he changed.

"bingi ka ba? sabi ko ayoko sa'yo-"

"i changed!" i stopped from walking and looked back, only to find him staring at me.

yves started explaining out of nowhere. pansin ko pa sila jade sa gilid na pinupush siyang magsalita. "i don't go to clubs anymore. i don't hunt girls anymore-"

i raised a brow. "how can i be so sure then?"

bigla nalang siyang ngumiti.

and it was the very first time i saw his genuine and sweet smile that he doesn't show much to people. sa amin lang, sa akin lang. "if you'll let me stay by your side, then you'll see."

and that was the start.

he changed every bad habits he had. from smoking and drinking, hurting every girl's heart, fighting and creating a small war... ang natitirang kagaguhan niya na lang ay ang samahan si josiah at leigh sa pagpa-prank sa mga estudyante.

he started behaving. madalas na siyang makatanggap ng asar mula sa tatlo dahil sa pagbabago niya pero hinahayaan niya lamang ang mga ito. yves started to study and focus on good things more that made me.. fall for him.

we had each other's back.

we had no problems at all.

we enjoyed life.

we were happy.

but after all, everything isn't permanent.

"jennie, please.. yung anak ko.."

"you mean to say.. that yves is the dad?"

please, wake me up from this nightmare.

anika said nothing. nahihiya ito lalong tumingin sa malayo bago tumango.

pakiramdam ko nabasag yung puso ko. tears pooled my eyes and i had to wipe it right away para hindi niya makita. "w-when did it happened?"