What can I say it's complected

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It was almost time of me to leave, I held her hand as I had my head looking down at the floor. I felt a tight squeeze around my hand, then again. "Colson?" I heard a shaky voice, I look up to see Camila's eye open. I instantly jump up, putting both of my hands to her checks. "Hey it's me. I'm here" I said. My breathing was shaky as hell. "I'm sorry" she said as she put her hand on top of mine. "No, no don't say that. I should be saying that. Camila, i fucked up. Halsey tried to get me to cheat on you but as soon as he tried to kiss me I pulled away and at the moment I realised how much I needed you in my life" I said as I saw a tear escape from cams eye. "Camila luisa Russo, I love you" I said with the biggest grin on my face. "Richard colson Baker, I love you too" she said. I moved closer her kissing her, holy fuck I've missed her touch. "Cammy I've got a question?" I said.
"Yes" she said.
"Will you be my girlfriend?" I asked.
"Of course I will" she said kissing me again.
As the staff came in to do checkups I posted an update on my Instagram so everyone knows what's happening.

I decided to text Casie to tell her the news.

Me
-Guess what sweat heart

Casie💖
-What? Tell me

Me
-cammy woke up

Casie💖
-finally, i miss her. Omg I can't wait to show her my drawings I've done.

Me
-you still to do the surprise?

Casie💖
-of course, when?

Me
-in 3 days

Casie💖
-can't wait miss you daddy, tell cam I'll call her later if she wants.

Me
-will do miss you too

Camila's (pov)
**her asleep**
There was a bright white light when I woke up, I sat up looking around adjusting my eyes to the light. I realised I was at my old spot by the lake, the place I would go when I was feeling down. "Cam" Someone said, I recognised the voice but it couldn't be. I turned around, "Alec?" I said questioning what was happening. I looked at him as he was still wearing the same outfit from our anniversary date. A white button up shirt with black trousers. His hair messy in a middle pattern like always. "This can't be real" I said. He didn't say anything he just put his arms out telling me to hug him. I ran to him, as he tightened his arms around me. "You shouldn't be here" he said.
"What-what do you mean?"I said with a small sob as I began to cry. I can't believe I was really with Alec right now. "It's not your time to cross the line just yet" he said.
"But I don't have a family and I don't have you" I said.
"Have you forgotten what me and Garry always told you. familia no es todo acerca de la sangre, es la gente en su corazón y que quieren en su vida. Can you remember what that means?" He said. (My Spanish isn't that good, probably isn't right).
"family isn't all about blood, its the people in your heart and who want you in their life" I said.
"You have an amazing family. Please don't let me be the reason that they lose you. They all need you cam." He said as he pulled back a little wiping a few off the fallen tears off of my face. "Thanks Alec" I continued. "I love you."
"I love you too Cam, remember I'm always right here" he said as he placed his hand on my heart like he did the day he left.
Dream over***

"Colson" I asked, as my eyes slowly opened again. He didn't say anything he just looked at me with wide eyes then putting both his hand on my face. "Hey it's me, I'm here" he said.
"I'm sorry" I said.
"No, no don't say that. I should be saying that. Camila, i fucked up. Halsey tried to get me to cheat on you but as soon as he tried to kiss me I pulled away and at the moment I realised how much I needed you in my life" he said as we both tried to hold back our tears. "Camila luisa Russo, I love you" he said with the biggest grin on his face. "Richard colson Baker, I love you too" I said before he pulled me in for a kiss.

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@cammyrus I am so thankful for everyone who sent me messages or came to see me in the hospital. I'm am so grateful. I am doing much better and should be able to leave the hospital in the next couple days.
Just remember there is light at the end of the tunnel. This isn't my first time being in the hospital for doing this but it will be my last. Thanks to all of my friends who have came to visit me I love you guys so much.

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@machinegunkelly I love you 💖
^@cammyrus hurry up I want my chocolate donuts
^^@machinegunkelly dam babe, thought I meant more to you than just a servant.
^^^@cammyrus Yes my cute boyfriend servant 😂🖤love you really

@mad_son after 2 fucking months yall are finally dating.
^@GG_gia lets go camilson
^^@lucygreen the house has been lonely without your ass miss you
^^^@cammyrus miss you girls so much

@tanamonguea can't wait to see your fine ass again
^@cammyrus 🥰😘 miss you bestie

@MGKfan so happy that your still with us
^@CamFam Same and look how cute they are
^^@camilson finally

It's been a few days now I get out tomorrow and I'm so excited. Me and colson were sitting watching straight outta Compton my laptop when I got a FaceTime from Casie.
"Hey cammy!" She said.
"Hey cas, how are you?" I asked.
"I'm really good, I miss you a lot" she said.
"I miss you so much, so what have you been up too" I ask.
"Nothing much. Wait actually I've got some drawings I want to show you and there is a surprise as well." she said.
"Okay go get it" I said as she started walking around which I'm guessing is her house.
Then the door to the room opened up and a small Casie came running into the room with her phone and a notebook in hand. "Oh my god" I said as she ran into my arms. I held her there for a bit, dam I actually miss her like she was my own.
We sat talking to her as she showed me all of her drawing and I was telling her once she turns 16 I'll get her her own tattoo gun and I'll teach her everything I know.