Sooooo I just been reading lately and forgot I had my own books to write which ima do soon other than that ima emotional reck 😙✌🏾 and here I am crying |/ | /\. Over a. Nigga but not just any nigga my bsf not to long a go he told he had feelings for me but I wasn't feeling him at the time but I only told him yes so it wouldn't hurt his feelings and then I told him later I wasn't comfortable because he's just my bestfriend and I didn't wanna be anything more at the time and we agreed that we were just gonna be bestfriends but later he asked can we fwb= friends with benefits and I was like yea ok but later I had to end it because I got into a relationship and so did he but later than I ended up back single and so did he then it got wierd between us for a month For no reason later this month I found he had a new gf I was happy for him but apart of me felt broken inside but he's my bestfriend at the end of the day so ima support him at the end of the day but today my friend bre she told me that she liked him (well said he gone her next body) and that shit hurt me no cap but I kinda already knew because for the past 4 months she would ft when I would always ft him in dance and she was too buddy and then one day me and him weren't talking to each other and he called and she said he on the phone and I simply said "and" then that's when I remember that I'm in this white ass school and it's to many witnesses she said "don't be mad because we talk more than y'all" damn there almost said fuck it but been working on my anger lately so yea
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What she sent him^
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Our convo
But made me cry was when they told each other gn because that was me and his thing he would call in the morning and we would get dressed together on ft for school (he moved school but still in the same state ik y'all probably thinking wtf y'all niggas wierd) then we would practically be on the phone all night and day now when we do talk it's three this gc that bre made things just don't feel the same no more and that's on my dead cousin on foe n em🥺
