the boy named Jahseh

I just wanna die

I feel like a hoe

He's right ima a cheater

I didn't mean to it just happened 😭😭😭

I will never forgive my self😭

You guys I invited my friend over and me and her were watching movies and talking about each other problems  and then she admitted she has feelings for me I didn't even know what to say or respond and she just kisses me right there in the moment I didn't know what to do😭 I didn't kiss her back but I felt something between us and she stop and said she was sorry and left before I could say anything my bf came in my room ( me and was suppose to have a talk but I forgot he was coming over) and he see's me and A face and face and he starts calling me a hoe and a cheater and a gold digger and that I was only with him for his money 😞😣 when I wasn't but now I'm currently in my closet crying and listening to x I feel like I want to kill my self my bf hates me and I think my best friend doesn't want anything to do with me no more😞