What can I say it's complected

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Next day
I was at the side of the stage watching all the boys rock out. Colson was amazing live, just thinking that last week I was in that crowd not knowing who he was. Now I'm back stage with them and staying in the same hotel room as all of them.
He just finished raping to 'breaking news' when I walked over to the boys saying something to them then picking up an extra microphone . "Hope you have all had an amazing time" colson says into the microphone as the crowd goes wild. "So we are going to play one more song, but I can't sing it alone." He said as he began to walk off stage towards me. He tossed the mic towards me and I caught it. "You ready?" He said.
"Colson, I cant. There's too many people" I said as he grabbed my hand dragging me on stage. " I fucking hate you so much" I said to him. "Can you repeat that into the mic please" he said trying to act all cocky. "Richard colson Baker, I will beat your ass right here right now" I said into the mic as everyone in the crowd laughed. He put his hands up in serenader, "So who wants to hear our new song?" Colson shouted into the mic as 'bad thinks' began to play in the back ground.

Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say, it's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

My heart was beating so fast, colson looked at me with the biggest smile on his face as he began to sing his part.

Nothing's that bad
If it feels good
So you come back
Like I knew you would
And we're both wild
And the night's young
And you're my drug
Breathe you in 'til my face numb
Drop it down to that bass drum
I got what you dream 'bout
Nails scratchin' my back tatt
Eyes closed while you scream out
And you keep me in with those hips
While my teeth sink in those lips
While your body's giving me life
And you suffocate in my kiss
Then you said
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body so I can take you wherever like
I want you forever
Even when we're not together
Scars on my body I can look at you whenever

I danced along to the music, looking back at Rook who was smiling back at me as he kept drumming.

Am I out of my head?
Am I out of my mind?
If you only knew the bad things I like
Don't think that I can explain it
What can I say, it's complicated
Don't matter what you say
Don't matter what you do
I only wanna do bad things to you
So good, that you can't explain it
What can I say, it's complicated

I sang as I could see colson staring at me from the corner of my eyes. This moment was amazing, the crowd singing along to the words we had wrote only a couple days ago.

I can't explain it
I love the pain
And I love the way your breath
Numbs me of novacaine
And we are
Always high
Keep it strange
Okay, yeah, I'm insane
But you the same
Let me paint the picture
Couch by the kitchen
Nothin' but your heels on

Colson sang as we walked around each other keeping eye contact. His eyes fixed on mine as we sang together. colson stood at the side of me and began to drop down onto one knee. His eyes scanning every inch of my body as he sang.

Losin' our religion
You're my pretty little vixen
And I'm the voice inside your head
That keeps telling you to listen to all the bad things I say
And you said