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Apparently wattpad deleted one chapter & now I have rewrite it again :(

Btw I'm changing my writing style

Ps. Sensitive topics like depression, anxiety & suicide mentioned
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Zhoumi & Henry were asleep

Han was getting bored as nobody was there

He had to fight off this urge to call Li

But no, he couldn't

He picked up his phone & dialled her number

*ring ring*

It rang a few times & someone answered

"Wei?"

That voice didn't sound like her's

It was an older lady's voice, prolly her mom's

(A/N: pretend that they're talking in Chinese as I'm to lazy to do so

Italics is Han & bold is aunty)

Wei Ayi (aunty)

Nihao, who are you?

I'm Li's friend

Li...

*sobs*

Ayi, what happened? Did I make you cry? I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to

It's ok son

It's just that... Li suicided 5 years ago.

Han was shocked for a moment

But Ayi... I met her in a Seoul to Shanghai flight

This is getting weirder

What? You met Li?

*sobs*

Ayi, I don't want to make you more sad but can you tell something more?

Oh-ok. Li was a happy child. Nobody knew that she had depression & anxiety. She herself didn't know. She was very shy & always kept secrets, even from her family. She never told us about her mental health, whenever asked, she'd usually reply by saying that she's happy. But I noticed that after she entered middle school, she became less happy & more angry.

Ayi, do you have her suicide note?

Shi (yes)

Can you read it out please?

Ke yi (ok), Dear mama, baba & didi (younger brother), I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry for coming into this world, I'm sorry for getting low marks in maths, I'm sorry for being rude, I'm sorry for fighting with my didi, I'm sorry for acting as if I hate my didi, I'm sorry for being pathetic, I'm sorry for being fat, I'm sorry for throwing tantrums, I'm sorry that I kept secrets from you, I'm sorry that my dream is to be a singer, I'm sorry I don't want to be an engineer, I'm sorry I don't want to major in maths & science. I'm sorry for not doing what our family does. I'm sorry for everything. I love all three of you from the bottom of my heart. Now I'm going to die. Maybe that'll be better for you as there will be less money to pay for schooling, one person less to feed, one person less to nag & you'll have to pay less bills. Didi, I don't hate you. Infact, I loved you more than anything. Please forgive me. I'm sorry & I love you.

Your daughter & jiejie (older sister),
Lilian

*sob*

Ayi, pls don't cry

Please stay away from her. She's a troubled spirit with regrets. She might cause harm. If you see her again, please contact me

Oh-ok ayi. Thanks.

He cut the call & went back to thinking.

What the hell is wrong?
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