salita

i. 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔭𝔢𝔣𝔶

too much pain, i couldn't. 

too much pain, i couldn't,

and if i still can, i wouldn't.

too much toxicity, can't take it,

i wanna smile, i wanna forget.

i can smile but could never forget

if only i could, i would

i'm running out of breath

but i'll fight.. i should

and if only everything will be fine

i know you can be you, the real one

i miss you, everyday and everynight

i treasure you, you've once become  my light

i just wanna say thank you 

for everything you've done

i may or may not comfort you

but all i can provide now is my presence, i'm with you

it's an honor to be one's light

thank you for baring with me

i know, this is a tough fight

and honestly, i just wanna let everything be

i'll be stronger

wait for me 

everything will be better

trust me

to be honest, i don't know where i'm coming from,

i've been hurting, i've been suffering for some time.

but to see you going through it when you came back,

it hurts more than break ups, i swear i don't lie

 just hope you can make it through

and be back here just what you always do

you're a biastard for me because of things you did

but you're the kind of bastard that i wanna be with

funny how we talk through poems

it's entertaining. quite distracting from my actuality

the comfort feels like my bed's foam

suddenly, i wish not to go back in my reality

no doubt, i'm a bastard

it's all that i am

i may look like someone hard to reach

but that's the only thing i can do to calm

funny how  a fool like me started writing these,

because i never had the chance nor the capability,

but see, you came and i tried making things i lack in

up 'til now i can say i'm improving

so i'm thankful you're still here, fighting

as days passes by i know you're being stronger

the one who gave me inspirations, who motivate me

hated to see you down, i'm crying. i'm breaking down please be fine.

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a collaborative poem where people who are involve chose to take separate paths in order to retain the peace within their friendship, unknowingly that the other have already fallen.

their story gone simple. he treated her bad, she suffered. he doesn't give her time, she patiently waited. he flirted with his girl friends, she endured. he gave her burden, she managed to carry. basically, every pain you could think of? it's what she has always get.