Love Isn't Real

OK SO IF YOU GUYS DIDNT READ: I THINK IM FALLING FOR MR. PLAYER, THAN YOU SHOULD READ IT BECAUSE THIS BOOK IS THE SEQUEL.

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My name is Kody Jensen, I'm the daughter of Cameron (Pikes) Jensen and Bradley Jensen. I have 3 younger siblings. Blaine who is 12, Conlan who is 9, and Maddie who is 4. One word I hate the most: Love.

I know you might think that Kody is a boy name but apparently not to my parents. My parents thought it would be cool for me to be named Kody. I guess they're crazy, I don't know.

Love. Like what the fuck? I don't get how people fall in love and then gets heartbroken by the person leaving or dying.

Love is sick. Yeah my parents fell in love but I will never fall in love with someone and get married. Yeah sure, dating to me is just something everyone does, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna fall in love. It just means, I'm being........ well, normal.

My mom was in a Coma for 1 year and she finally awoken up, then my parents got married the following 5 years after. My dad waited and waited for her, he loved her so much. They couldn't get married right away because my mom had to fully recover but they had me in those five years, I know stupid. No making purple before marriage and all that junk, yeah well my parents didn't.

They decided to have kids of their own and I'm the oldest. I was born before they even got married, they just did it before. My mom was pregnant with Blaine when they got married and then later on they had two more. It was a pain in the ass trying to take care of my siblings when my parents were out.

My mom never talks about her parents because her mom died in a car accident when she was younger and her dad died in a police chase. He escaped prison and he got shot when he kept shooting at the Police.

My Aunt Jordan, ran away when my mom was in a Coma. She ran away because her parents died in a car crash and then her best friend got in a car crash but got in a Coma and survived.

Some of you might say my parents have a bad past because all the things they've been through together. First Aunt Jordan and my mom get kidnapped and gets tortured, next Aunt Jordan almost dies in her house when a man pulls a gun out at her and then my mom gets jumped in her house. Then there was the car accident that led to the coma and all, so yeah some might say that's normal and some may not.

Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt, and being real get you hated.

After all the things I've been through, I kept putting up my wall. Brick after brick after brick, every bad thing that happens to me, I put up another brick.

I never let anyone see my feelings, except for my best friends, Leah, Brooklyn, Natalie, and Lindsey. They are my best friends and I trust them and they always cheer me up. Brooklyn is Aunt Jordan's and Uncle Brandon's daughter so we see each other the most but we all five hang out together.

The only downside of me is that I don't believe in Love. I will never fall in love, and when I see couples together it makes me sad and angry because of my past.

But life will always go on.