Y/n POV
When we got into the breakfast place Villa Basque, we saw Chase.... Still alive and breathing (well no shit people that are living are fucking breathing sorry excuse my dumbass💀) I then took the girls out and we talked
You: Did you guys see him too
Leilani: Who!?
You: CHASE RETARD!
Leilani: No, hold up let me check
Leilani then checked
Leilani: Oh shittttt
Priscilla: Who's chase?
Oh fuck I forgot about her she doesn't know
Leilani: He's just someone we don't like to talk to neither does Alex and Mattia we need to go with them like now
You: Agreed
We then got into the car and drive over to Denny's to see the boys.
Mattia: Hwy what are you guys doing here, ahhh I see y'all changed your minds see we tol-
You: Shut up is four need to talk now
Alex: What!?
You: Shut up and get your ass over here
Alex: Okay chilll!
Mattia then pulled me aside real quick
Mattia: Is everything okay bbg?
You: Yea I'll explain rn okay baby
Mattia: Okay
I then told them everything
Mattia: wait so your telling me that he's still alive
Alex: But he was shot and if I remember correctly you shot him in the head which he couldn't have survived
You: Ikkkk, there had to of been someone who helped him, but who. Leilani did you see anyone with him I didn't really see anything?
Leilani: No not really I just saw a girl with short black hair
You: Shit we have to tell reed and Priscilla a lie so we can go back
Mattia: Babe chill we'll get them later
He then kissed me
You: Fine
Leilani: Yk what I change my mind get her ass pregnant
Alex: I fucking agree y'all would have such a beautiful baby
Mattia: I mean I wouldn't mind doing it again and having a mini me or mini y/n around
You: Ion guys
Mattia: Please baby can we at least try🥺
He then made a cute ass face that always get me it was something like this🥺🥺🥺
You: Fineeeeee, but if I get pregnant just know I'm going to be angry all the god damn time
Mattia: Nah not on my watch😏
You: Shut up with yo tall ass
Mattia: Your just a short ass dwarf
You: Oh you really wanna go there huh
Mattia: Yes, Yes I do
You: Ight bet yk the good dinosaur you be looking like him
Mattia: I'm hurt😭
You: I'll win the roast battle
Leilani & Alex: Chilllll
You: Alr let's go back
We then wales back to reed and Priscilla
You: Hey sum came up can we go to the mall later?🥺
Priscilla & Reed: Yea np
We then went home during the car ride Mattia put his hand on my thigh and started going higher and higher until he touched my area😳 I then looked up at him Leilani and Alex were in the front Alex was driving next thing I knew mattia was making his hand down my pants I looked up at him again he then whispered in my ear
Mattia: You good bbg
You: Babe stop we're in the car
Mattia: So?
You: Babe please
Mattia: Nope
He then got to my area and I looked at him and he looked at me like this😏 I then got his hand out of there
Mattia: We'll continue this later😉
You: Ig so
When we got home I told my dad everything he seemed pissed, but I should've been the one who's passed cause he lied to me
You: And why tf did you lie about moms death
I was close to crying my eyes were glossy and tearing up
Miguel: This is not the time
You: NO ANSWER MY QUESTION YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN THIS IS
Miguel: DONT RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME
You: OR WHAT YOUR GONNA HIT ME LIKE THAT ONE DAY WHEN I FOUGHT MALU
He then lifted his hand and I just stood there he was about to hit me, but Mattia got in the way and grabbed his hand
Mattia: WTF BRO
Miguel: IF YOU WANT TO KEEP ON DATING MY DAUGHTER I SUGGEST MOVE YOUR ASS
Mattia: NO TF YOUR NOT GOING TO HIT HER
Miguel: THEN I'LL JUST HIT YOU THEN
I then pushed Mattia out of the way and my dad hit me
You: Hit me, hit me "dad" it's not like I'm fucking used to it, I went through bullying for not having parents all my life, I went through getting scars from hector, and self harm so fucking hit me, I feel too numb anyway
Miguel: STFU YOU ATTENTION SEEKER
You: Wow it's nice to see your true colors
Leilanis POV
I heard everything I went downstairs and so did Alex me and Alex wanted to cry she harmed herself just from fucking assholes I swear to god I'll kill them
Alex's POV
I hate seeing y/n like this she's like a sister to me I was going to walk over there until I heard he r say she harmed her self I just froze there and started crying a lil bit
Mattias POV
I knew she harmed herself, but for how long, how long was it how many years
Your POV
Miguel: THIS WAS ALWAYS ME LET ME SEE THE SCARS LET ME SEE IF ITS REAL
You: IGHT BET
I had fresh cuts cause when I woke up and I got in the shower in the morning I cut because I found out my moms really dead
(These were the cuts)⬇️
Miguel: Oh- M-
You: WHAT OH MY GOD I DON'T FEEL SHIT LOOK
I then took out my blade and cut even more on my other wrist cause there wasn't enough space on this arm next thing I knew Leilani came and took the blade
Leilani: Y/N PLEASE STOP😭
You: I CAN'T IT'S MY DRUG
Mattia: Please y/n please😭
Alex: Y/n Oh my god please bro, bro don't do this
You: You guys don't know what it's like, when I was in middle school you don't know what it was like
Miguel: Then please explain I want to hear everything
You: Oh so now you car
Miguel: please
Alex, leilani, and mattia: Please we're here for you
( Okay so in the next story you guys are gonna know everything about your backstory and this chapter had 1100 words so bye hope you had a good day or night or afternoon😂 anyway bye this story had too much tea😳)
