and the one after,
and the one after that,
and now that they all are gone,
I only have myself to follow up
on that pain
Grief
As I see the clammy skin,
I expect your eyes to open,
and I am not filled with fear,
but a deep sadness I have never known
I want to grieve
but I am holding onto her hand,
as she pours everything out of herself,
her knees buckle,
and I am all her support,
I shut down my tears,
I'll cry later,
as we go home,
she is still too broken,
too fragile,
it is not the right time to grieve,
as I head back to my own place,
I have too much I missed
that I have to deal with now,
I can grieve later
Months past by,
I will grieve when I can,
half a year passes,
I tell him about you,
a single tear drops,
but I can't open that canal of un-shed tears,
I may never stop
so I think of your death,
but I can not grieve you,
you are added to the list of held in pain,
this is the third death that I have been unable to fully grieve
but as it was too late for me to change,
it is too late to cry for you,
at this point,
I did this to myself,
and I can no longer have your death as an obstacle,
and I have to continue
being a student, an employee,
there is no longer a chance to grieve
Sadness
In the times,
where the depression doesn't hit hard,
and the anxiety, doesn't turn into panic
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Damaged Love
PoetrySet of poems that depict love, past abuse, brokenness, and getting better. Part 2 of heartbroken complication.
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