Nicki woke up a bundle of nerves and joy but that soon changed when she realized her lover wasn't there. She wasn't with Blue, in the kitchen or in the other ten bedrooms.
She now sat alone, Blue had school and Sasha was missing in action. Having nothing to do she called her mother.
"Hey ma," she said simply.
"Hey baby! Are you coming?" her mother asked her. She saddened immediately and tried to ingrain her mother's features in her brain. Her gray hair, pink lips, warm brown eyes all jotted down for when she couldn't look at her anymore.
"Uh, yes ma. Tomorrow though," she lied.
"Yay! Tomorrow," her mother smiled happily. The chatter of the nursing home behind her reminded of her of where she was at and her mother's condition. It wouldn't matter if she told her tomorrow or next week. Her mother simply wouldn't remember. It wasn't her fault and but Nicki found it hard to not get angry when she called her Ming or didn't remember her at all.
"Cindy made me a hat! You like it?" Nicki peered close to her screen, her eyes appreciating the knitted beanie her mother's closest friend gifted her with.
"Its beautiful just like you," Out of nowhere she began to cry.
"Aww why are you crying?" Her mom asked, her forehead crinkled with worry and concern as she wondered if she said or did anything wrong.
"No reason ma. I'm just being stupid, I gotta go. See you tomorrow."
She sniffled and sobbed into her elbow. Arms wrapped around her relaxing her when she smelled vanilla and weed.
"You okay?" Nicki ignored her and brushed her off before storming upstairs to her room.
"Yo! Where you going?" Bey followed her but when she tried the door it was locked.
Nicki sat on her bed in tears. Her mother was dying, and had dementia and she couldn't even see her. All because of Beyonce.
Bey finally got in my kicking the door in. "Yo what the fuck wrong with you?" Her hands were deep in her pocket as she walked over to Nicki.
"Nothing leave me alone. Go work like you always do," she pushed her away.
Beyonce picked up her lovers legs and placed them on her lap, "Ignoring that. What's wrong?"
"Why do you care?"
"Because I care about the mother of my child. If you not happy then Blue isn't."
"Do you think keeping me trapped in here makes me happy? I just called my mom and she's worse," Nicki wiped tears from her cheek.
"I told you not to call her anymore!" Beyoncé shouted.
"I don't give a fuck about what you told me to do!"
It was silent.
"If you go out there you could get killed or shot or worse because of the life I live," Beyoncé's voice was low as she spoke. Nicki was staring defiantly up at Beyoncé who had moved and was now basically on top of her.
"That goes for you too."
"I can protect myself, you don't even know how to hold a gun!"
"Who's fault is that?"
Beyonce got up and walked off opening the front door and slamming it shut so hard Nicki was afraid the glass would break. Before she left she was cussing about how Nicki always blamed her for everything.
Nicki quickly ran to the garage and grabbed the keys to her pink Lamborghini she hadn't drove in years. She opened the garage door number 5 and backed out. Beyoncé's shocked expression didn't last long before it twisted into anger.
"What are you doing?" she hissed. Onika blew a kissy face at her and backed out all the way, after putting the pin in, which she already knew had to be her birthday or Blue's.
Now put her mothers hospital in the GPS and drove quickly so that Beyoncé couldn't find her until it was too late.
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The quarantined life ain't it.
Uhmmm Bri_Yonce_ need to update.
Anyways . Thoughts?
Beyonce?
Nicki?
Mama Carol?
This been in my drafts. I think I might have gave it to someone else but I don't remember, so if you've seen it, you know.
⚠️STAY SAFE. ⚠️
