Noah Brown a college student suffers from short term memory loss and . Schizophrenia he doesn't remember the hurt he caused half the time. The voices in his head tell him to do it. His split personality's fuck his head up most of the time.
"Noah why would you cut your brother!"my mom yelled slapping me across the face
I fell to the ground
"I don't remember hitting him mommy"I said getting angry
She showed me my 5 year old brother Isaiah with a cut on his face from me cutting him with the knife cause he wouldn't stop making all that damn noise!
"You don't remember! Cut the bullshit Noah! You can't fool me just cause you have memory loss doesn't mean you can use it as an excuse" she said grabbing my arm
But I don't though me being 11 and I can barely even remember my name half the times it's confusing to me.
I remember things very well half the times like when people tell me things imma remember that.
My mom grabbed me by my arm and walked me toward the basement door.
Aw fuck to the Nah!
"Mommy no!!"I yelled in agony
"Yes! Boi you have been bad ever since you were born. You were a mistake to me! I SHOULD HAVE ABORTED YOUR ASS!"she yelled pushing me in the basement
I tripped over the stairs and huddle into the corner and bring my knees up and hugged them while I cried
I sat on the bench staring at the college grounds. I looked down and focused on my drawing.
I checked my phone and checked the time. I looked around to see if anyone was on campus grounds so I could go Into the lobby.
I looked straight ahead and took a breath then licked my lips.
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I grabbed my bag and got up from the bench then I walked into campus and made my way to the front office where the main head was.
I felt my waist just to make sure my gun was in there.
Nodding in satisfaction.
I was going to try to reason with mrs.Ruth about upgrading my class. This old bitch is making it hard and she's wasting my time.
If she don't upgrade your class it's another story Noah!
"Can you get out my head for one please"I said to myself.
I knocked on her door I heard a slight "come in"
I walked inside
"Hey mrs.Ruth"I said
"Oh hello Noah" she said
I looked at her "so I was wondering if you could upgrade my class I mean all that stuff in there I have learned already mrs.R and—"
