In Love With A Psychopath

Chapter 2

March 3, 2001
Tina

Today Beyoncé was officially moved to a good friend of mines practice. I've been knowing the Carters for a while now and as long as Marcus can keep his kids under control Beyoncé will stay there.

What were you doing there Solange I told you that you couldn't go. I yelled

I'm sorry I just wanted to see her and daddy told me I could go. Solange said stepping back

Go to the basement. I told her

No momma please don't make me go down there I won't leave anymore. Solange cried as I pushed her to the basement.

Beyoncé

Sierra pushed me back to my room after my evaluation with Dr. Carter. She said that she was going to get my medication but she wanted to talk to me when she came back. I was actually looking forward to it since no one really talks to me.

I'm back... Ok so these are for your anxiety. My brother sent in a few other prescriptions but I don't know what they're for but I do know is the one that looks like your old pills are placebos. Sierra said sitting on the bed.

Thank you. I told her

So what was it like growing up for. She said dumping her bookbag she had full of snacks.

Um... Well I don't have a lot of good things to say about growing up but since you asked... I didn't think I was a bad kid but my mom swore that I was a trouble maker and I needed to be punished. I told her

What do you mean punished? She asked

There are so many differenta punishments for every behavior problem. Some where worse than others that house is a prison not meant for any child to grow up there. I said thinking of all the torture I went through.

Can you tell me about it? Sierra asked

It started when I was five. I accidentally knocked spilled grape juice and it stained the carpet. My mom locked me in the bunker outside of our house. I had to stay there the whole day until my dad go home. When I got older her punishments got worse and soon my dad stopped coming home. That was when she started the worst punishment of all and that was the basement. I told Sierra

When did you leave? She asked

My nineteenth birthday. I couldn't take it anymore my friends knew what was going on and I stayed with them until Nathan told me to move in with him. I told her while lifting my shirt

She made you go to school like that? Sierra asked

Yeah there's more on my legs and stomach. I said pulling my shirt down.

It sounds like you're mom is the one that needs to be locked up in here. She said

Do you do this with everyone? I asked

No usually I don't talk to anyone here but you seem different. You're not like everyone else here I can tell. She said

I've been to twenty different mental hospitals and you think I'm different? I said and we both started laughing.

See that's what I mean. If I had been passed around the way you've been I probably would've killed myself. She said looking at me

Yeah well I have sister that's probably going through a lot right now and if I ever get out of here I'm going to take my sister and leave here forever. I told her

Well after your case is over please don't forget about me. She said

I won't ever forget about you. I told her while pulling her into a hug.

My baby brother is going to be your new doctor. He takes patients with case study. Today you meet my brother Chris next week you'll meet Shawn. You might like Shawn a lot of people do but he doesn't really leave his office. She said standing up

Are you leaving? I asked

Yeah I have to do room checks but get some rest. Sierra said before leaving.

Nicki

I've been trying to see Beyoncé for a while now but someone took me off the list. I don't know what's going on in the new facility unless I go to her mom.

Where are you going? I asked Nathan

To get an update on Beyoncé. She can't leave that place and yall aren't doing anything to make sure she stays. He snapped at me

I'm trying they took me off the list. I told him.

You said you loved me right? Make sure she stays in there. He said leaving