Intersected Lines (R-18)

Line 32 ⚠

"After that you turn me down everytime I came near you"

-and what do you want me to do? Fuck you? Gusto ko yung ipagduldulan sa muka nya pero sa mga oras nato ako ang dehado.

"Isn't it because I respect you? I have a sister Eve. At hindi ako natutuwang may lalaking babastos sa kapatid ko"

-That was a fact. Tangina naiisip kopa lang na may lalaking hahawak sa kapatid ko parang gusto konang pumatay. Hindi ko sya pinag aral sa magandang university at prinotektahan sa loob ng maraming taon para lang mabastos ng isang walang modo at tarantado.

"No sir"

-I went back to reality when she suddenly leaned closer and grabbed me on my colar.

"If you are a real man dapat matagal mona kong natikman"

-that caught me off guard. Dahan dahan kong inalis ang kamay nya sa colar ko and placed it on her lap.

"Anong ibig mong sabihin?"

"Everyone does Sir. All of your senior and junior staffs, the shoot director and everyone in our department. They all know how I taste like"

-I feel like vomiting, so she's really a slut after all. I didn't expect it coming from her na parang proud na proud pa syang ganon syang klase ng babae. How can a girl disrespect herself like this.

"Why Eve? Bakit kailangan mo yung gawin? You are beautiful, you are talented why did you need to go around and have sex with everyone?"

"Well it was fun"

-she smirked and held my hand placed on her lap. She's brushing it lightly kaya nakakaramdam nako ng hindi magandang scenario na patutunguhan ng usapan nato.

"Hindi kaba naaawa sa sarili mo? Bakit hindi ka humanap ng boyfriend? That was better than fucking around"

-she scoffed and giggled bago ibinalik ang kamay nya sa dibdib ko.

"How was that better when no one wants me? No one wants me sir! Lahat ng lalaking minamahal ko ipinagpapalit ako! Niloloko ako! Iniiwanan at sinasaktan! All they wanted is just sex! I am just a sex toy for them sir! So bakit hindi kopa panindigan diba?"

-pain was lingering. I can see it through her eyes. Nararamdaman ko ang sakit sa bawat salitang binibitiwan nya. This isn't her, naniniwala parin akong mabuti syang tao kekesa dito at hindi nya rin ginusto ang lahat ng to.

"This isn't a solution to everything, mas lalo molang sinisira ang sarili mo"

"No! I was actually satisfied! Na gabi gabi nararamdaman ko ang pagmamahal galing sa ibat ibang tao. I was contented na nararamdaman kong may nagmamahal sakin kahit na isang gabi lang yun! Nararamdaman ko ang pagmamahal na gustong gusto ko sir"

"That wasn't love! Naririnig moba ang sinasabi mo ha Eve?! Sexual predators don't give love and love isn't about sex!"

-her facial expression softened as tears flowed down on her cheeks.

"Eve. There's much more too you that is worth loving. Stop using your body. No woman deserves to be used as sex slaves!"

"How do you know Sir? Are you that expert when it comes to love?"

-humigpit na naman ang hawak nya sa colar ko.

"I am no expert in love Eve. There's no thing such as perfect love, but scars from it makes it all perfect"

-her stare went down to my lips as her hands wandered from my chest to my shoulders.

"Show me what love is Sir"