You go to college and your roommate isn't really a stranger for you. He's a player and likes to party, you're opposite from what he is but things change
*recap* - I love you so much, Payton said catching his breath and caressing my face
- I love you so much more, I said cuddling with him, thank you for tonight, it was amazing.
- Trust me you were the best, you got em skills, he said smirking
I laughed and closed my eyes, slowly drifting off to sleep... *end of recap*
I woke up and last night came in my head. Omg, I had my first time with the boy I love, could my life get any better? I laid my head on his chest and stared at the most beautiful boy I have ever seen, I started playing with his soft hair and I felt his him hugging me tighter. God, he is just so precious. It was almost 12 pm and I know he sleeps in but I decided to wake him up by kissing him, he immediately kiss me back and I said
- You weren't even sleeping?
- Nah, I just wanted to see what you do when I am asleep, he said laughing, I don't mind waking up like this for the rest of my life tho, he said then started kissing me all over my face while I was giggling. He kissed me on my lips pulled away and said:
- I almost forgot to tell you, tonight we're going on a date
- where are we going?
- I might or might not got us tickets to a Billie Eilish concert
- Holy, Payton, you didn't, I said while I hugged him tight
- I'm the best boyfriend ever, what can I say
- You actually are! Can we watch Netflix until we have to get ready?
- only if we cuddle, he said laughing
We were cuddling and watching After. At the middle of the movie, Payton was playing with my hair, I looked up at him and he was staring at me.
- What? I asked him
- You are so damn beautiful
- I love you, Payt
- I love you too, y/n
- But I don't deserve you... I said whispering, thinking he wouldn't hear
- y/n, stop saying things like that, if anything, I am the one who doesn't deserve you
- you are amazing, you are sweet, kind and you are just perfect, everyone loves you
- yeah, but I only love you y/n
I grabbed his face and started kissing him, he was playing with my hair and if I could choose to feel something for my whole life, I would choose to feel his kisses. Those kisses I can't stop thinking about, those kisses I kept dreaming about for years, those kisses I would never have thought I would feel. I'd give my life for him (me too sis, me too). We continued on watching the movie and then we went to get ready, my look:
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