my child hates me.
"she loves you more than you know."
she hates me.
"she doesn't. don't say that."
she doesn't like me.
"she loves you."
she only cries with me.
"that's because you're mom."
she doesn't laugh or play with me like everyone else.
"you're too serious."
she doesn't hug me when i hold her like she does my other family.
"because you always hold her."
she hates me.
"stop saying that or it'll come true."
it already has.
my baby hates me.
she screams. she cries. but only with me, which is more often than not.
my head hurts. my frustration grows daily. i love her so much. why does she hate me?
my head hurts. all i do is try to keep her happy. why is she always upset?
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cry for love
Poetrya compilation of dumb, cringy poems ive written during my journey with convincing myself im loved. ive spent the last year or so of my life hating myself and believing that most others feel the same way. so if you want some insight on how that feels...
