Damaged Love

is more worth it

because with me gone

you can focus on you

how can I be with you,

how can you be with me,

if I am a disaster

if this break

shows anything,

I hope it shows me

to be free from myself

and to have you 

back

Damaged Love

I love you

in my broken ways

which are unhealthy

and I am stuck

in wanting you

with an obsessive need

to not being able to have you

I can see how I am bad for you

but yet my heart yearns for you

I want you with all individual water particles in the world

but I can not allow myself

to let you go through this,

I can not break you

I can not let this damaged love

become something that kills us both

if I love you,

doesn't that mean 

I have to let you go,

for your own sake?

Officially

With every label

that I put

with every time

I call you my boyfriend

I realize

that it is not

the contract part

or the trapped part

that makes me want it

but that you are still afraid of it

I want more

I want to love you 

with everything I am,

and everything I have

and I want you to love me too

but unofficially

I am bad for you