MIRRORS TO LIFE [quotes n poems]

I SHOULD STOP FEELING FEELINGS

How can I be so stupid?

And how can I be so dumb

But please no need to give me any sympathy

Cause I'm back in form

I was good when I didn't feel,

When I was a bitch

When I didn't care and just quit 

 I was shining solo

But now I don't know how to flip

And now a piece of shit is leading my life

And whatever is going on I'm just so unable to accept it

But I don't know why I still love you

Maybe 'cause I really loved you

You always told me that a boy can break my heart

'cause for him I don't matter for sure

So I was waiting for him to break it all

Then why did you?

'Cause now it hurts double, the more

But still I don't understand

Why you're ashamed if he knows you

He just didn't even say a word 'cause he still adores you

And yes I was a thorn but now I'm not in your way

Do anything now cause I'm out of your life

If you want just keep him and go away

And seriously I was used just to get through you

Now my work is all done with stun

And if I simply can describe my feelings then

'I feel so fucked up'