It was Mega.
I stayed silent.
Maybe everything will fix if I'm silent.
"Jacob, open the door."
I wanted to. But I feel like ive caused all of this bad stuff. And if I stay silent and distance myslef, everything will just fix.
I've been causeing bad things
I'm the reason everyone has bad luck
I'm the problem here.
I found myself standing, looking out the window.
I opened the window.
I feel like I can see but can't control myself.
I slowly climb out and close it behind me.
I was climbing down the tree by the window.
C r a c k .
Everything went black.
"What was that?" A faint voice asks.
I just caused another problem by trying to escape.
All of this is my fault.
I've been causing all the problems
I just added another problem to the mix.
"It's the neighbors friend!"
Everything was black.
Then I woke up. I was in a flower field..I knew it was a dream..
The branch broke.. am I dead?
Maybe they're better without me because I've caused so much damage..
There in the flower field was Mega.
I walked towards him.
The words that came out of his mouth horrified me but made me so happy.
"I love you Jacob.."
But he dissapeared when his voice said that.
I was scared.
Mega had dissapeared out of nowhere but I had heard him..
I knew this was a dream.
I'm alive.
I have to be.
But why?
All I've ever done was cause so many problems.
I'm useless..
I don't know if my life is even worth it at this point...
I've caused so many problems
I want to fix them
But I know I cant
So why try?
Mega probably hates me after all I've done
Everybody else proably hates me
I feel like I've broken friendships but they wont show it
I cant do anything
Im that weak
I cant do anything about this
Im that useless
BINABASA MO ANG
How Did This Happen?
Fanfiction-=How Did This Happen?=- [ Finished ] - Why? Why are they so close? Why am I like this? Why do I do this? Why do I feel this way? They're too close to him. I want them gone. It had to be this way. - [ Book 2 has a link at the very very end <3<3 ] ...
•Chapter 12•
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