there
i felt it.
my cheeks were red instantly
once you gave me
a slap that i "deserved"
without knowing
tears flew down
1,
2,
3,
4,
5,
and so on...
and i begged you to stop
but you wouldn't.
this is all a bad dream,
i convinced myself
i endured the pain
since we were distant
and thought
it was your way
of saying hello
