Skip a few days
Tegan : morning
Jonah : hi
Tegan : for once i woke up before u
Jonah : this is a shock are u ok
He puts his hand on my forehead and i let out a little laugh
Tegan : fine
Jonah : wow ok
Tegan : how did u sleep
Jonah : pretty u
Tegan : i love your bed
Jonah ; yh me too but get ready were doing something today
Tegan : what
Jonah : just get dressed
Tegan : ok
I get up and i go to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk out getting dressed
Tegan : what are we doing
Jonah ; some where
Tegan : tell me
Jonah : nope now lets go eat
Tegan : pain in my ass
Jonah : i know
We head down stairs and we eat
Tegan : right do u know what hes planning because im quiet scared
Carrie : i do
Tegan : can u tell me
Jonah : she won't tell u
Carrie : no
Tegan : ugh
Jonah : just wait
Carrie : i do give u permission to slap him not now but later
Tegan : good to know
Jonah : thanks mom
Carrie : your welcome
Jonah : right we should make a move on
Tegan : ok
Carrie ; see u
Tegan : bye
We get up walking out the door getting in his car
Tegan : jonah please tell me
Jonah : no you'll know in like an hour hour edn half depends on traffic
Tegan : omg
Jonah : lets just enjoy the drive
Tegan : ok
Jonah ; what we lisening to
Tegan : i don't mind
Jonah : just lisen to the radio then
Tegan : mhm
Jonah : don't be moody
Tegan : im not
Jonah : good
Tegan : maybe i should of got more sleep im shatter alredy
Jonah : it 12 omg
Tegan : shatterd
Jonah : weirdo
Tegan ; im awear but so are u
Jonah : true then your beyond a werido
Tegan ; im gonna take that as a compliment
Jonah : do cause it is
Tegan : ok and what beyond a werido
Jonah : i don't know something
We both start laughing
Jonah : your something
Tegan : do u rember when we were something not couple not boyfriend and girlfriend just something
He starts laughing
Jonah : i should of just said were getting together i don't care weither we've only knowen each other just over a week were getting together
Tegan : yh
Jonah : i should of
Tegan : but then we got to know each other then jumping into something and then it going bad or something
Jonah ; true
Tegan : so like im happy how things turned out with us
Jonah : me to
Tegan : please tell me where were going
Jonah : no
Tegan : why
Jonah : because im not
Tegan : but why
Jonah : look just know its for the best
Tegan : for the best what dose that even mean
Jonah : you'll find out soon ok
Tegan : this is torture don't ever do it again
Jonah : this is the only time I'll ever do this i promise
Tegan : ok
Jonah : and i do agree with my mom u can slap me but later
Tegan : why would i want to slap u
Jonah : because u most likely will want to
Tegan : I'll only slap u if your driving like an hour away to tell me u cheated
Jonah : i haven't cheated
Tegan : ok
Jonah : i would never plus i think romeo would haunt me for the rest of my life if i did that
Tegan : i hope he would
Jonah : thanks
I nod my head
Tegan : hoenah
Jonah : little cooper
Tegan : how much longer
Jonah : not much longer
Tegan : how much is not much longer
Jonah : omg honetly u aren't good with this stuff
Tegan : i know im awful
Jonah : ok well maybe 20 minutes
Tegan : so 20 minutes until i find out
Jonah : yes
Tegan : oh thank god
Jonah ; remind me never plan anything in secret
Tegan : yh don't
Jonah : i won't never again jeuse Christ
Tegan ; im not that bad
Jonah : no your bloody awful
Tegan : mhm oh well u can deal with it
Jonah : yh i can just
I let out a little laugh
Jonah ; u hear me just
Tegan ; ok shut up now
Jonah : ok
Tegan : i wanna sleep
Jonah : all u have done today is complain
Tegan ; u make me complain
Jonah ; in more then one way
Tegan : omg
Jonah : especially when were in the bed room
Tegan : ok enough
Jonah : why is it because were in a car getting turned on and we can't do anything
Tegan : maybe
Jonah : so yes
Tegan : mhm
Jonah : I'll stop
Tegan : good
Jonah : because it would take a turn if i carry ok
Tegan ; would it now
Jonah : yh
Tegan : it just woudent tho
Jonah : ok
Tegan ; jonah why are u driving into the air port
Jonah : don't hate me
Tegsn ; jonah
Jonah : your going to new York
Tegan : what
Jonah : on your own Cindy and james are out there
Tegan : why
Jonah : im still confussed of what im doing and im not holding u back I've been told u have to make hard decisions so its what I'm doing . Im letting the person i love most follow there dream and not get held back by me
Tegan : no
Jonah : i love u
Tegan : no if u love me u won't do this u won't break with me because i know thats what your getting at
Jonah : I'm sorry
Tegan : jonah please no i can stay i don't care i want to be with u
Jonah : and i want to be with u but u are not getting held back i am not going to be the reason u miss out on this opportunity . Because it is a once in a life opportunity and this isn't easy on me either because i love u
Tegan : and i love u
Jonah : but please go
Tegan : not with out u
Jonah : no go please
I look at him ans he puts his hand on my face
Jonah : please
He kisses me and i wipe my face
Jonah : go your gonna miss your flight
He hands me my pass port
Tegan : i love u
Jonah : i love u too and no matter what I'll always love u because u are my love and im sorry for doing this but its what u need
I nod my head
Jonah : now show new york and juliard who is the boss
I get out and i walk into the air port
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