Yuragwyn: Ours

---Chapter 19

                I wince, “She considered it better for Yuragwyn to stay and fight, Master Hulderic.  I could not convince her to return with me.”

                His laugh brings about more coughing, “She was always rather spritely and determined, Lord Cadfael.  It surprises me little.

                “Traugott, come nearer to hear what I have to say.  We all know how hard the deaths of dear comrades have been on you.  We all know you were merely the victim of unfortunate circumstances, the vice of spur-of-the-moment decisions.  Let not the past weigh you down and keep you from the treasure you have in Calanthe.”  He smiles at me, “You have done well in these houses of Cordina.  Your parents would be very proud.”

∞Kaitra∞

                A smallish woman, with dried blood on her hands and arms, stumbles into camp with the dawn shouting for Honorable Urien and me.  I leave my meager pot on the grate on the fire and wrap my blanket around my shoulders a bit tighter as I walk hurriedly towards her.  Late fall winds whisper of the coming winter and chap my face with their brisk chatter. 

                “What is it?” I ask. 

                She coughs, and I take the blanket off my shoulders and put it on her half-frozen ones.   “Thank you,” she smiles.  Then she straightens and clears her throat.  “I have come from Rite.  Agleton has joined in the war on Granziar’s side.”

                Horror chills me more than the wind ever could.  “Come to the fire.”  As we turn, I lock eyes with Hiltraud.  Eglantine.  “Get her some breakfast,” I call.  Soldiers scramble at my bidding, but I do not join them at the fire.  Instead I approach Hiltraud.  “So that was it.”

                He nods.  “I saw the signs while we were there.  I just didn’t know how to keep it at bay.”

                “Now we’re caught in the middle between two enemies.”

                “My greatest pardons for interrupting, but I went to Rite once upon a time as well,” Maxen offers, coming up beside us.  “They are fiercely loyal to all elves.  If I remember correctly, Lady Carys is half-elvish.  That would make you, Lady Kaitra, a quarter elvish.  It could be used to your advantage.”

                I process his words carefully, nodding, “Yes, thank you, Maxen.”  Then facing the both of them, I shrug.  “Any suggestions?”

₰Traugott₰

                The mention of my parents draws my heart up in a tight little knot and drains all the moisture in me to my toes.  I’ve been able to give little thought to them in these long years; I haven’t wanted to.  What happened to them?  Do they even love me?  “Thank you, Master.” I whisper. 

                “And Lord Cadfael, I feel in my soul trouble brewing in the east.  I believe it best you lead a few units.  We must hold them back until Kaitra assumes her position as the Daughter of Yuragwyn, fabled of old, and destined to save,” Master Hulderic continues.  “See to it that she does nothing rash.”

                “I will bring her back her when I go out with the troops,” Lord Cadfael answers.  “She is safe here, were I told her to be.”

                “Safer, yes, but not stronger.  Everyone must come of age somehow.  Some, like Calanthe, blossom in the joys of peace, but others, such as dear Kaitra, flower in adversity.  You can’t stunt her growth.  She needs every petal.”

                “Yes sir.”  Lord Cadfael bows.  “And your heir, Master Hulderic?”

                “I have yet to decide, Cadfael.  There is much to consider.”

                I bite my lip and get up a moment after Lord Cadfael does.  Together we bow deeply and retreat, closing the doors softly behind us. 

                No words are shared until we sit with Lady Carys and Calanthe, who still won’t speak to me, in the gathering room.  Lord Cadfael outlines our meeting with Master Hulderic, and Lady Carys asks after Honorable Urien and Lady Kaitra.  Calanthe’s eyes never leave the subtle patterns in the wood as I relay my trip.  As I watch her dark head bob and sway a bit, I remember Master Hulderic’s words.  I must keep her safe, for her parents’ sakes, and for her siblings’ legacies. 

                “Lord Cadfael, on my way back a Yuragwynian soldier met me and brought news from Rite.  I would have shared sooner, but I feared such news would compromise Master Hulderic’s health.  Rite has decided to join in the war, but they fight on Granziar’s side.”

                Lady Carys pales a bit, “I still have distant relatives there.  How can this be?”

                “Rite, in rebellion?” Lord Cadfael gasps. 

                I nod.  “It is as she says.  I know nothing more.”

                “Well, I must pack then.  A unit waits in Sipee, and I shall ride out to meet them.  Traugott, you must go to Lax.  Half a unit waits there.” 

                Lady Carys lays a hand on my shoulder.  “Go bathe, shave, rest tonight, Traugott.  You have done so much, one more night of sleep will not be begrudged.”

                A clasp her hand with mine and blink back the tears that suddenly threaten me.  Lady Carys has been more a mother to me than I ever could have asked for.  “Thank you, Lady Carys.”

                I make my way to the door, but before I can turn into the hall, two arms synch tightly around me.  “Traugott,” Calanthe rasps. 

                I turn to face her, and she smiles at me for the first time in days.  She nestles her face against my chest and whispers, “I love you.”