mel lacte.

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sometimes i get so tired i see stars. it's not easy battling a caffeine pill addiction. people tell me all sorts of techniques to try and get myself to sleep. but they never work. it's not like i don't try though. nothing seems to work.
honestly, i think it's because i'm scared of falling asleep. it's hard not to think about death when it's all you're surrounded by. it mainly happens when I'm lying down, and i think to myself what could happen if i closed my eyes and never opened them again. and then i'm suddenly awake and there's sweet tears streaming down my face.
oh, they do taste so sweet.

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