numb.

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i like feeling numb. i love it when there are tears slipping down your face yet you can't feel a single one. when you can't smell or hear anything because you're so focused on the breath in your lungs, and every exhale just a little bit of your pain comes out. you claw at your skin, trying to make yourself feel something, using that as an excuse. but you're hurting yourself. you claim that scarring is better than healing. but no. you're causing yourself more pain. please don't do that.

i would hate to lose you.

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