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So, what do you do when you know that your parents were right? Obviously not calling them and telling them you're done with your little experiment and you'd like to go home now.
I pulled my head under the water trying to escape my thoughts. I am scared.. I know how vampires operate, they like to know everything and if you're a mystery.. they won't rest till they know. I don't even know if I'm ready for my secret to be known.. to other vampires. I don't know what their reaction will be.. an abnormality even for vampires! I stood up from the bath tub, and auto pilot myself throughout the process of drying my hair and body, putting some close on and starting to pack.
Edward is my mate.. that means I will always long for him, never complete without him.. but will he ever accept my nature ? Does he even want me ?
My heart broke just by the thought of rejection.. but I'm doing exactly the same.. I'm indirectly rejecting him by leaving ... I'm so scared.. terrified even, I hate to overthink my actions but my brain is not stopping the rambling making me have a headache.
what about my family, i'm not the only one in this.. they can be put in danger if i exposed myself to the Cullen.. i can't do this to them! i can't betray them! it was a bad idea.. everything i have done in this town was a bad idea .. and exposing myself to the wolves!! That was really really bad .. I dressed up taking only my clothes , my passport and money as I chose to drive my car to Seattle and stay there till I book a flight back home where this experiment will end as of Edward... I'll have to talk about that with my family first .. I won't do more mistakes by hiding things ..
It was chillingly cold evening as I walked to put my bags inside the trunk of my car and walk back inside to finish up .. I was so in my headspace that I did t notice the vampire scent " uhh what are you doing?" A high voice startled me making me hit my head against the roof of my car " what-" I got out of my car to look at Alice that is standing in a distance looking at me with a frown " what are you doing here?" I asked puzzled, she walked closer to me with her hands intertwined in front of her " why are you leaving ?" She asked a bit angry which didn't fit her always happy nature " I-I'm moving out" i stuttered not knowing what she knows and my gift was radio silence with no help " I know .. I've seen it .. you're leaving to Seattle " she said looking right into my eyes . Great. Her clairvoyant gift.. I forgot about that " how-" she cut me off with a hand gesture " listen Mabel.. we both know that you figured it out.. I don't know how and honestly with you running away .. I'd assume that you don't want us to know how and it's okey no pressure but you can't do this to my brother " she talked so fast that if I was a fully human I wouldn't catch most of it .. I sigh , my heart cringing at the idea of hurting Edward .. I don't want to hurt him.. it hurt me more to know that but I must leave for I'll hurt all my loved ones " listen.. Alice .. please just leave.. I must go " Alice moved faster than I thought and snatched my car keys away from me " what-" I looked at her offended and a bit pissed off that I have to deal with her using her vampire speed and her knowledge of the future .. I was devastated and really just exhausted with my own thoughts .. I didn't need her to make it harder for me with all this " listen Alice .. I get it .. just give me the keys .. let me go .. and I'll come back when I had it figured out " I tried to reason with her .. she wasn't having it " no.. I think we deserve an explanation too.. Edward deserves an explanation " Alice presses using Edward to make me break .. I bit my lip trying to find a way out of this .. I could just drop everything and run .. I'll run faster enough to reach the treaty line in hopes that they won't follow me there .. but then again.. what next .. it'll make my situation even more complicated.. " okey fine! Lead the way " I said exasperatedly .. I have no choice but to speak to them .. I think I did have a choice but I decided to just do it and get over with it in hopes that my own family won't be as angry with me as I imagine them to .,
