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The harsh reality~Satan x depressed/bullied reader

You sat on the grass on the stomach feeling lifeless as hell. Don't mind the pun, but it perfectly defined how you felt right now. You had messed up big time in your last exam and had been picked on by other demons. 

They had once cornered you and thought it was okay to beat you up, assuming that you wouldn't tell anyone because you were human. What they assumed was right, half of you wanted them to get what they deserved and half of you didn't want anything to come their way. 

It wouldn't make a good image for Diavolo too, you didn't want him to be criticized on or put down just because of your mishaps at his academy. So you'd stay silent, holding in all the pain that came your way. None of the brothers really noticed under the act you'd hold up to make sure they wouldn't worry. Having them go after them would be the last thing you'd want them to ever do- especially with them being student council members.

So here you were, sulking in the gardens. You didn't intentionally want to cry, it just seemed to just come out. Snuggling your face into your folded arms your tears streamed down, you didn't make any sound just mere hiccups. Nothing to attract the attention of anyone.

But then you felt a small hand paw your arm, sniffing, your head raised and you saw a small cat in front of you. Its fur was white as snow spotted with black stripes. A tabby. Holding yourself up by your elbows you started patting the cat. It nuzzled against your touch and took a seat next to you; letting out purrs.

"Yo Y/N, there you are," says the deep voice, startling you.

The shadow of a man darkened the spot of grass you were laying on.

You quickly wipe your eyes, hoping you didn't look like you were just crying. The blonde took a seat next to you on the grass staring at the small feline. His eyes looked at you, but your head turned. He reached out to pat the cat, at first it was scared to even approach the demon lord but slowly it came closer and closer.

Satan shuffles forward, closer than he was before. You sat back up folding your legs and covered your face with your hair that was worn out. He knew something was up with you, he stretched his arm out to hold pull you over to face him but you shook him off.

"Y/N, what's wrong?"

The emotion you'd held in started bubbling inside of you, you wanted to cry, scream and shout but you just couldn't let anyone see you vulnerable. Especially Satan. Your fists were clenched, stopping you from bursting into tears in front of Satan.

"It's nothing," You really briskly getting up onto your feet.

Brushing the grass off of your clothes you proceeded to walk away. But you couldn't when there was a firm grip pulling you back down. You yelped as you hit the hard ground again.

Satan had grabbed your wrist and pulled you down again, you now sat in front of him but didn't dare to share eye contact.

"This is nothing Y/N, c'mon tell me," He says, holding your hand. 

The little cat came around and rubbed its head against your knee. You felt the warmth of Satan's hand and left your hand in his grip. "Something is wrong and you aren't telling me Y/N, I can sense it, you're not acting yourself,"

Not acting myself? I can't when I'm just failing and getting beat up all the time. I couldn't keep it in...

"It's really nothing Satan, just stop," you say louder than you meant to.

Satan's eyebrows creased and brought you closer, he held your chin in his hand. Angling your chin-up your eyes connected to his green eyes. Tears rimmed at the edges of your eyes, threatening to fall. You bit your lip.

Satan's fingers rubbed against your jaw. You were on the verge of tears. All the welled up emotions felt like they were going to burst.

"Hey hey, what's going on?" he says softly, the cat took a seat next to you purring.

"I-I'm useless, all I ever do is screw things up and people hate me for it! I hate myself for it! I don't do anything wrong but they come and pick at me anyway. They expect me to follow what they do and they're right I do what they ask me to do. It's because I-I'm a coward. I'm scared and no one cares," tears started flowing down your face. "Just because I'm human they think they can do anything they want and get away with it because they know I'm weak and I wouldn't tell anyone. It is how it is and it won't ever change, they'll laugh, they'll glare they'll just do anything to get a reaction out of me. It's come up to the point where I just won't do anything, I'm just appearing every day just to be there for them to come for me," Satan grabbed your shoulders holding your shaking body. "Sometimes I think being human is just being a pain and I'm better off not here. So I won't make any more mistakes so everyone is satisfied and happy-,"

Satan had pressed you close to him, trapping you in his warm hug, bringing you back. You started sobbing and shaking. Satan started caressing your cheek reassuringly and wiped your tears from your face.

"Never have I heard so many lies in my life, you're not useless Y/N, there are many people who care for you. I care for you, I'd do anything for you," he began. "And before you go off shouting even more things that aren't true, I'm always going to be there for you Y/N, whether it's good or bad I won't let you go through anything like this alone,"

He pressed his forehead to yours, holding you in his arms. Your shaking stopped, and your sobs quietened down to a whimper. Satan cupped your cheek, and you leaned into his touch- your tears still dripping off.

 "I never want you saying so many bad things about yourself Y/N, because I know it isn't true," He presses a kiss to your forehead. His lips graze your ear as he holds you tighter in his grip.

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This is for BlueSapphireSkies I hope you like it ^^ the next segment will be a Belphegor and Leviathan oneshot! Thank you all for reading!

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