I'm Left Behind|| J.Jk

Let him go

(Jungkook's P.O.V)
"Oppa why so suddenly?" She spoke

"Yeri, I like you too." I huffed. I don't like her in that way, yet. I have to do this in order to move on from Eunji.

She suddenly attacked me with a hug, I wrapped my arms around her waist, that is what you're supposed to do right?

"Oh my gosh, finally!!! I've been waiting for so long oppa." Without warning she pecked my lips. Isn't this too soon?

"U-Uh yeah, your time has come." It came out more like a question. I feel so bad right now. Yeri is my childhood best friend and here I am using her as a rebound just because I can't get over my ex.

What does Eunji have that drives me crazy, why can't she leave my mind. What charm does she have for me to be.. obsessed.

Why doesn't Yeri have the same affect on me? What does Eunji have that Yeri doesn't. They are both girls and they are the same age. I've known Eunji for a while but not as long as Yeri so why tf can't I fall in love with her.

"You want to stay over today oppa? You know? The old times?" She smiled at me. And for the first time in a while I genuinely smiled at her back. The old times. Gosh I want to do it again.

"Of course, the old times."

She smiled widely and took my hand pulling me into her house. Now this is the cute Yeri I used to know.

(Eunji's P.O.V)
"Tae, do you want to meet my parents?" I asked as he chokes on the water he was drinking.

"What?" He coughed. "I said do you want to meet my parents?" I recited.

"Of course I do, but will they disappointed? You know, I was Jungkook's friend and they know that." He pouted.

"Was?" I questioned, I thought they were best friends.

"Yeah, we aren't friends anymore. It's a long story, I don't want to talk about it." He looked away. I know it's because of me. I feel so freaking bad, I just broke such a great friendship.

"Tae, I think you should talk to him." I tried comforting him. "I can't, how can I look at his face knowing he still loves you and is trying to take you back?" He looked down at his lap.

"Tae, he doesn't love me. He cheated on me." I look up at him with sad eyes. "Gosh you are so stubborn Eunji. Don't you see? The way he looks at you gives it all away!" He yelled causing me to flinch.

"I'm trying to help you, why are you yelling at me." I tried to calm him down.

"Because I can't help it Eunji, what if one day he really does get you back. What if one day it's me that is looking at you like I want you back." He said, clear frustration in his voice.

"That is not going to happen. I don't think I'll be loving that cheater anytime soon." I stood up from my seat and gave him a hug.

"I want to believe you so bad, I want to believe you so fucking bad." He huffed and hug me back.

"I'll cut connections with him." I sighed.

"You don't have to, I-" I cut him off. "No I wanna do it, he caused me so much pain. Why would I want to stick around?" He smiled and hugged me tight.

(Yeri's P.O.V)
Jungkook and I are currently watching a movie. He just asked me to be his girlfriend and I'm glad but why is he so distant?

Like I would try and cuddle up to him and he would move away. What is his problem?

"Jungkook stop it!" I exploded. He flinched a little, probably surprised by my sudden outburst. "What?" He questioned.

"Stop thinking about her and think of me. I'm your girlfriend now." I grabbed my hair in frustration. "I don't know what you're talking about." He looks confused.

"You're acting so distant to me." I frowned, this is a bad start to our relationship. "I tried to replace her in your heart so I can be your girlfriend. Now that I finally am, you are still thinking of her? I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD JUNGKOOK!" I hit his chest and teared up a little.

"I tried to help you get rid of your pain, and this is how you treat me?" I sobbed. "You bullied her." Is that all he could say?

"I don't care! I tried so hard to get to this position and I am not about to give it up." I whispered through my tears. "Stop making a big deal Yeri, I thought you wanted to watch a movie." He furrowed his eyebrows at the sight of my weak body. 

"Well I'm sorry that I fell in love with a boy who can't get over his ex." I growled and shot him a glare. "I'm sorry okay? I'm trying to forget her." He mumbled and looked down, he should be ashamed. "She moved on, I guess I should too." He looked up at me with a smile. 

"Jeon Jungkook, please learn to love me back." I sobbed and pressed my face against his chest. "I'm s-sorry." He stuttered slightly pushing me away. I looked up at him in confusion, "W-what?" I fumble with my words, why would he need to apologies? 

"You said you wanted me to love you back, I'm sorry but I-I don't think I can." He frowned. Why does he have to break my heart like that, twice. "Y-You're still in love with that slut aren't you." I shouted in frustration. 

"Don't call her that." He hissed, why can't he defend me like that when other girls call me names. Is this what I've been chasing for so long? An impossible guy who is too busy having fantasies about something that he might never get a chance to experience again.

"Isn't she one? Homie hoping like a pro isn't she?" I smirked. "Stop it, it isn't her fault. I fucked up first." He bit his lip and looked elsewhere. I sighed, if he refuse to stop loving her, what more can I do? 

"Is that what you want?" I questioned him causing him to look up at me. "What?" He furrowed his eyebrows and I didn't fail to notice the crystal tears dropping from his eyes. "I'll let you go." I sighed one more time, I'm doing the right thing right?

"I'll let you chase her." I flashed a sad smile at him. "What do you mean?" He asked. I'm speaking through the pain and his slow ass is going to make me explain it. 

"If you love her, get her back. I'm sorry for everything I did. I was so selfish, I just thought I deserved you more than she did." I cried and hugged my legs for the comfort I know I will never receive from him. 

"I'm sorry, I just thought that you would one day fall in love with me." I sobbed. I feel two palms cup my cheeks, lifting my face up to meet a pair of sad eyes. 

"I do love you, I will always love you... as a friend." He said and displayed a bunny smile on his face. "You'll always be my bestie." We both chuckled, it felt nice to just laugh with him again. 

"Go, get her before it's too late Kookie. Good luck." I smiled at him, I'm being sincere. "Thank you, I will get her back." He proudly smiled before pouncing off my couch and rushed out of my house. 

I blankly stared at the wall with a sad smile on my face, I did the right thing. I let him go.