The Heart Thief

love epiliste two♡.

When you went off to college it was like the only time i'd see your face was when mine was on my pillow case.
Those days I didn't want to wake up because I missed your face.
Your jawline.
Smile.
Radiance.
I wanted to live inside my brain to be in my dream world with you.
You're like chocolate covered strawberries and nectarine.
Bubble baths, the hottest steam, beaches and everything else that I find lovely.
You're so lovely...
But why don't you love me?
I hope that you know that nobody can compare to you.
Baby, you are what my dreams are made of.
I'm an addict to you, you're my sunshine.
Like really, really.
In my dreams you were my guardian angel that spun me around and helped me swerve every negative branch that stood in my way.
Those days I practiced sleeping the same way I'd practice reciting a biblical verse.
Because it was the only time I'd see you!
Don't judge me...
I couldn't wait to come home and I'd count down the clock until it would be my bedtime.
No, I don't have a bed time.
I'm sure you know that but I made one for you so I could never miss you in a dream.
Do you accept that?
The only time I'd forget you was when I was practicing to control my urge to sleep then and there and anywhere.
Baby, you are what my dreams are made of.
And what they're made of is you.
Now that you're back I don't know how to feel.
I don't see you in my dreams anymore.
I could touch you and feel you and unveil my love onto you but now it's trapped inside of me.
There's a stupid window and small side walk blocking us.
I don't think I want you on my mind anymore... well for now anyway.
I love you more than you could imagine but as much as I wanted you back I know what you gone and back into my mind.
My dream world should be your world.
Our world.
I'll look for remedies to get you off my mind.